Strange name ?

Beauty and the beast ?

I came across this today at a retail village. What are they trying to say ?  The white woman is looking submissive and the black one devilish. Black is on top violating white. This is really bad. Advertisers are not even trying to hide it anymore as they get more and more extreme. 

Ive enjoyed previous Kate Spade adverts. The woman becoming a girl again climbing the tree. Another showing how a book might change your day or send you in a new direction, This is basically demonic. I mean look at the black womans eyes.

 

This is the problem

This sort of thing makes me sick inside. Now sheep wander and its not unheard of for them to stray onto railway lines, often with fatal results, but today someone posted several photos of ours doing so on a facebook page. Suddenly everyone and anyone on the page can see whats happening before you even know. Straying on to a viaduct is extreme though. 

I dont like this modern age when the " night has a thousand eyes " as the song says. Always someone watching. Of course its good to have warnings but I still dont like this. It makes me very uneasy. You can suddenly become the center of attention very quickly without even seeing it coming, say if the train had to be delayed. 

Im jumpy these days about just what might happen. The older I get the more potential trouble I see. It seems to be getting worse and one I know that one day nothing will be doable anymore that once was.  Its inevitable. The more you do the more potential for disaster there is, and if youre dealing with animals you constantly wonder what exactly they might do next.

Im going on holiday this weekend for a week and I need it. Im weary.

 

Ive never heard this said anywhere on the news..

What a perfect storm of disaster.

 

Some odd observations

 Ive had a really good afternoon out at Wray scarecrow festival where people build scarecrows to a different theme every year. Its a spring tradition for me to visit, but this year things got very odd indeed. I always call in at a church that has a  second hand book sale to raise funds. There are a very wide range of books and I expect some are donated by the students of the nearby university, as some are rather niche and academic.

Well this year I found two disturbing books. Two books that I was shocked to find in a church, and nobody seemed care, or notice. The first was a book called The History of Torture ! The second was a book of ritual magick adorned with the painting of a topless well endowed Egyptian woman. I couldnt believe what I was seeing. Had someone placed these books as a joke in the church ? 

The area is close to a place known historically for witchcraft called the Trough of Bowland. Some of the scare crows had a pagan vibe to them I think. A few often depict the Green Man whatever the theme is every year.The village of Wray has many houses built in the 1600's so is seriously old. The stature of the houses is odd and I would say they are uniformly built for much smaller people back then. This is the first year ive noticed this though.

We came across a group of people having a picnic by the river. They were dressed up as semi scarecrows. Not enough to be funny, but just enough to be creepy. People can identify as anything nowadays so I didnt stare too much, as they would probably enjoyed it too much. 

Finally, and this disturbed me the most was just how ill young people looked. The teenagers were so pasty and pale. They looked as though they had spent months indoors away from the sun light. Their skin look thin. People aged up their mid 30's looked so faded, and their skin looked thicker and pock marked or more leathery. Face after face showed the same story. The oldest people looked the healthiest and actually had some colour to them. Many of these people were short and squat and unhealthy looking, waddling as they walked.

Today has been disturbing and I feel we are in a very strange reality now. In fact I am now thinking this all sounds like a Lovecraft story. Either I am going mad or something very disturbing is happening.

This cannot be ignored

 This story has to be told. Its very unpleasant and sad, but I think its important because it is another dark piece of the jigsaw that is this valley.

Directly across ths dale from us is a farm. About 5 years ago the farmer retired as the death of his mentally troubled daughter just destroyed his will I guess. She died after drinking cleaning fluids in a mental health facility where she stayed sometimes when at her worst.

So a young family decided to rent the farm and had 4 children, but the 4th was born with a horrific rare genetic condition that meant she was prone to blistering in her throat and air ways. She is a toddler now and has frequent stays in hospital. She is currently at home on oxygen to help her breath this week. She  has not been in a good way recently, and i fear tragedy number 2 maybe ahead for this valley.

Now what are the odds of this connection occurring ?  The burning of the throat seems to have been repeated for the new occupants of the farm. It shows a persistent malice in my eyes. Or maybe its just a coincidence ? Its going to lead to death twice no doubt.

This reminds me that we had a man metal detecting on our land this weekend. He usually comes each spring about now. He missed last year because he had a stroke that damaged his eye. I told him about my situation, and  my brief stay in hospital over night for tests, though I was much luckier for sure.

 

I then mentioned how I had not had the vax because I wanted to avoid increased stroke risks. and that in the end I still had the same outcome that I had tried so hard to avoid. I was staggered when he then said he had just had his 6th  booster jab this year !

Meanwhile life expectancy in the UK has dropped by 2 years ! Most death rates for medical ailments have increased by 10% even in young people. Oh, and no one cares.

 

Two tier Britain

 Well the news coverage has gone mad. Two Jews in London have been stabbed and immediately the police have classed the event as terrorism, and it certainly is. I have no disagreement with that at all. But its strange how many other suspicious attacks that are on non Jewish people are classed as " mental health " problems and " isolated incidents. Here the word " terrorism " will not be used, even when it appears to be obvious. 

A good example was the South Port knife attack in which three little girls were killed by the son of an African migrant. The Police lied for nine months about the event not being terrorism motivated. Then we find out the guy had been researching have to make poison such as ricin,  and had been viewing terrorist training videos. But the police focused on his interest with Hitler and violent acts in general. Then they played the mental health card.

Britain is all about a two tier system. Hence " two tier Keir Starmer " or as i call him Queer Starmer...lol 

I noticed today how many politicians are calling for action and expressing shock and horror at the events. Well we are the country that has let in nearly 50,000 un-vetted mystery men and payed to keep them housed and integrate them. Many are from violent African countries, often Islamic and we wonder why there are anti-Semitic attacks.

Of course governments are scared stiff of Islam and will never act directly to stop the root of these attacks. They would rather talk the talk and pay for extra security for Jewish areas. An extra 25 millions worth. And now every ones happy. Well not really.

Another interesting thing to consider is who gets " fast track justice " and who doesnt. Who goes to jail so fast their feet dont touch the ground, and who months later have not yet being charged.

Is Dent cursed ?

 Ive just learned what exactly happened during the tragic accident that occurred here recently. It turns out the child ran and fell over banging his head against a pickup truck in a freak accident. It was captured on a security camera. The registration plate was 888. Not 666 that would have been a step too far.

What are the odds of that ? Well it got even more bizarre this week when the cousin of the deceased child tripped over in the house and banged his head on a fireplace and was rushed to hospital. They are alright im guessing.

What must the family be feeling now ? 

What manor of events is trying to playing out here ?

I feel an existential air of despair.

 The Vigil was a fantastic film. Well paced, spooky and not too exaggerated or smothered in special effects, but this is not what im here to post about. Every now and again a film comes along with too many coincidences. This is exactly what happened last night. 

So on deciding to watch the film I thought I would go for a bike ride around the valley. It was totally deserted, except for a Jewish family taking a walk. Now that is highly unlikely where I live. It rattled me to start with, but then seemed like a sign of something larger.

On watching the film a demon scratches the floor breaking a finger nail off. I had an accident a month ago working on my car where I did the same, add to that the fact that a man filled with guilt at a child being run over is at the center of the films story... and it all feels connected.

I dont know how all this works, but novels and films seem to tie in past and present events into their fictional plots. Maybe even future ones ?  I once heard an analogy that its like we see the wrong side of a woven picture, and it looks chaotic, but on the unseen side there is a clear picture that makes sense.

Could this be why some actors are superstitious or those involved in theater ? Is acting a ritual ? Is a story nearer to a spell or conjuring? The more I see the more I question.

 Here are some more interesting facts about the couple who are at the center of the tragic accident that occurred last week. Just two weeks ago a deranged man who lives in the center of the village attacked the womans car with a staff he carries, as he said she  drove too fast. He has done that to someone else recently too. Was this a premonition, or a warning of what was to come ? The vehicle in the accident was not a tractor, but a pickup ive now found out. 

Said  Mr Deranged is of course is a new comer, and apparently has a conviction for GBH. What a nice addition to the village then. Looking back he tried to strangle the same woman outside the pub in an altercation. Its worrying how routine I type this. He now has boards inside his house windows as someone threw a brick through one of them. He also tries it on with people wives so they say, hence the brick I guess.

The couple also  used to rent out a house just down the road. At the time it was a holiday let. It must be 10 years ago now, but I clearly remember a man staying there going up the valley of Deepdale and hanging himself. He used the man who ran over the childs rope. I also heard his reaction was " that was my best rope and I never got it back " A strange thing so say in such a tragic situation.

Strange what sort of picture can be conjured up when you start to join the historical dots of tragedy. 

I hate this mug. I dont think the designer ever tested it out. When you drink from it right handed the bee brushes on your lip. Its so irritating, and I dont know about you but I dont want a bee anywhere near my mouth. 

It alarmed me how primitive the triggers were that used to cause me anxiety. The hiss of a bottle opening was like a snake. A shadow falling over me was like being over shadowed by a predator. Dogs barking triggered fight or flight in me. It was so unavoidable and programmed deep in my nature, probably thousands of years ago.  This is why the brain is such a tough cookie to master.

Hmmmm.....?

 Write the word DENT in capitols. Hold the piece of paper in front of a mirror. Next turn it upside down.

 What does it spell ?

 There has been a tragedy just down the road. A builder / farmer has run over his 3 year old grandson with a tractor. Over ten emergency vehicles raced the scene, and a helicopter, but he died sadly. It doesnt seem real this morning. The birds are still singing their dawn chorus and people continue their daily work. What else can they do ? This is awful, but also so resilient. Nature is resilient. 

Each time I think about what has happened I feel a bit worse than before. Anyone who works with machinery knows this is their worst fear. The guilt, that awful guilt. How can anyone ever recover ?

Worst of all the childs parents were on holiday abroad when it happened...

Quite enjoying this new channel ive found. Im sure there is a film about this starring  a young Hugh Grant. I like the idea of this legend. It strikes a chord with me.

 

Organ transplant (I cannot tell you how much this title has amused me )

I dont know why, but I got the urge to visit a church in the neighboring valley of Garsdale at dusk last night. I want to photograph this organ which has a bit a history to it. Originally this organ was in the chapel that is just down the road from my house in Dent valley. When this building was no longer used for worship it was made into a house. The organ was sold and went somewhere down South from here. I thought that would be the end of it, but no. The chapel in Garsdale suddenly needed a new organ after theirs broke. They ended up buying this one from said southern church, and the organ came back north into Garsdale, just over the hill where it had lived for decades. I find that weird.

When I first visited the chapel I thought the organ looked familiar, but would never have though it was the same one that I grew up with. I remember attending Sunday School anniversaries where we recited poems that we had learnt by heart to the congregation. Up in the pulpit we could see the mysterious workings at the back of the organ, the dusty pipes ect. We might even spot a mouse trap or two round the back. It seemed a forbidden view behind the grand facade of the key board and fancy pipes.

When I turned on the light switch this flood light flickered constantly giving a strobe effect. That was strange alright.

This photo turned out nice considering it was nearly dark.

                                                   

Suddenly. Starkly

 90% of BBC news readers and reporters are non white females.

 The BBC news has become obsessed with foreign news, and it seems it is nothing more than a service to keep those in touch with whats going on in their own country back home.

 Women TV presenters chatter among themselves about news stories in a magazine type format.

There seems a definite disconnect with native British men. 

Now who would have thought it ?

It is, as it is I guess

 Adverts have taken a dark turn. What do I see advertised on my TV now everyday ?  Funeral plans on a monthly payment, charity based lotteries, disturbing animal cruelty charity adverts, government Social Security adverts telling people to update their claims if their circumstances have changed and even today an advert telling how much easier my life will be with a digital ID. Its depressing.

Meanwhile the roads here are crumbling. They are only just fit for a car and if serious work is not done soon they will be impassible unless you have an SUV or pickup. Not even this weekends Dent Run has prompted any repairs. Im sure there will be trip ups and falls. Maybe then something will get done ? 

The two village pubs are grinding to a halt and houses are still not selling. A pub window is even boarded up as it appears to have blown out in last nights wild weather. We just need some graffiti to finish the job.

On a positive note a road east out of the valley has been repaired after a land slip. Its been well over a year in the doing. As with anything council related it is so slow. All Britain works this way. Protocols and schedules which take no urgency, or local needs into account are the problem. 

I am now going to fix my wife's car that has broken a suspension spring. Wish me luck.

I found this photo that I took last summer. Today I feel looking back that this is the definitive proof for me that systematic and orchestrated messing with the weather has occurred in the UK. Some days the trails were manic and undeniable. What the hell are we messing with here ? Remember, its all for the good of the planet.

 The way the Spring light illuminates all the wear and deterioration on your surroundings, and your  possessions.

 And last but not least, you !

Greetings ?

 These last few years ive noticed a little gust of playful wind greeting me as I walk up to our house door. It rustles through a beech hedge for a second or so and no more. It stops once Im passed.

This also happens when I return home from a journey. 

 Bad noises this morning -   Some ******** with a chainsaw

                                             Hoover

                                             Hiss of an aerosol can

                                             Crack of a slamming door

                                             The clunk of a solid wooden draw closing 

 Ive gone through a transformation. I cant bare to watch  the news for more than 2 minutes without just despairing and changing channels. Sometimes I only make it seconds in. Its all passed a point where I can relate to it anymore. Everything is so see through.

On a brighter note what sounds do I now hear on awakening ?  

Jackdaws cackling

Blackbirds gabbling

Wood Pigeons cooing

Woodpeckers pecking

Chaffinches tweeting

Its a wet grey morning...

No one is above the law. That's the mantra here in the UK at the moment. Its supposed to reassure us but many have been above the law for decades, and only now are being thrown to the wolves and public opinion.

Thats a bit worrying. Of course the media cannot say or grasp this. Each institution takes its turn to have our faith in it destroyed, or weakened. Celebrity, politics, church leaders, schools, pop stars ect even Royality all have been exposed as being corrupted. There arent many groups left. Can you think of any ? You better not mention who or you will be in deep trouble.

Apparently we are all equal now ?!

The seasonal energy is rising in my core.

This makes me angry. Note the seal hits the man but not the woman ? He is black however but he is obviously not being given preferential treatment. Is this good ? Should the woman be hit ? Should no one be hit ? Have I to much time on my hands having woken up early ? lol

 

*****

 Monday morning at 8am...BBC breakfast morning show. The first words I hear " A bereaved mothers long running battle... "  I immediately switch channels without even waiting for the sentence to finish. Why does the BBC think I want to start my day by listening to this misery ? They love it, especially the long nosed Sally Nugent. 

Out of the frying pan and into the fire though as an extremely annoying advert is on the next channel involving a man sat at a restaurant table and a dog is along side him eating a plate of food as if human. It quickly gets worse as the camera pans behind to show they  both have wagging tails. Are they humanizing the dog or de-humanizing the man ?

This may sound silly but the equalizing  of dogs and humans is going on in society. I see it in people walking dogs and their attitudes already. How long before the human devalues themselves to an animal status ? They already resort to an animal  status howling and shrieking if they perceive their dog is under threat.

There was a third annoyance but ive forgotten what it was. However I remember turning  over to YouTube. The ultimate apparent cure ?

What do people want to spend their money on nowadays ? 

In the UK its Only Fans and internet gambling via mobile phones

 

Ive only recently seen the lyrics for this song after all these years. They are rather cutting and predictive about how society has gone. Is this an accurate description of a Californian mindset ? 

Favourite line  - " Getting high on information " lol

 

I feel funny...lol

 I lost my train of thought whilst writing that last post. The reason ? Halda Yakim came on the TV. Her bone structure is just so handsome, and the curved symmetry of her arched smile and eyes look like half moons. So I decided to find a photo of her, but I couldnt find any recent ones. As she has aged the lines of her face have just got better. Handsome is not a word usually associated by me with a female, but it just sums up how I see her.

I must have it bad because when I took a picture of her from the TV she did not look at all like how I see her, or how she appears to me. Weird. My mind is seeing her differently. Is that what love is ? This photo is the most accurate though.

Get out !

 After a bad week I was feeling drained, and extremely angry so I decided to cycle along my favorite canal path. For about 10 minutes the sun came out and I stood closing my eyes and feeling the growing warmth on my face. It reminded  me of when I was not well, and would sit in the garden just feeling the growing warmth of the sun getting stronger each day. Life was returning to nature, and everything was thriving, except me. I shall never forget the intensity of that suffering and the ecstasy of feeling that spring energy. Ive sat many times in that garden since, but have never managed to regain that intense feeling. My only concern was me and getting better. It was such a pure state. I didnt care about anything else.

 

 Why cant I share videos on here straight from YouTube anymore ?

The Blogger share tab has gone ?

Monty Python - Climbing the North Face of the Uxbridge Road

Classic Monty Python humor. I love it.

I wonder...

 You never know whats coming. Yesterday a helium filled birthday balloon blew into a building of cows which spooked them causing a stampede, and one to even jump out over the gate in fright. Its a good job I was not in the building. The plot thickens when I picked up the balloon as it was dark blue and it looked like an older persons color in my opinion. I know of a man who has just had his 85th birthday family  gathering and his daughter married that person who is the nut case further up the valley who caused me to have to chain the field gates. It would be about right if this balloon was linked to him and his family...lol

Imagine dying because of a dis-guarded balloon. 

Life is a joke.

My Uncle is right - Everything is dangerous

A week ago I woke up to this. My metal fish ornament had fallen off the wall above the stove and landed some distance away the right side up, and in a suspiciously straight  line as though it was pointing at where it had fallen from. Last time this happened was at our old house in the village. Welding was required that time, which amused a mechanic carrying out the repair.

This wall hanging means so much to me as I bought it at Boscastle in Cornwall at a very special time of my life, a magical and mysterious time i will never experience again. The fish are very cleverly arrange to mimic a shoal superbly. 

Three Dancing Pony - Advert

Ive always had a sentimental spot for this old advert. But on watching again today one thing hits me right between the eyes. At 1:42 as the tractor drives past the pony ceases dancing briefly to preserve its mundane appearance. Thats how I feel living in this valley, if i'm mowing the lawn or washing my car or when doing anything none  farm work related. These acts trigger curiosity in people, and I hate to admit it but in me as well, but I try to fight such a silly outlook. It doesnt help when people drive past our farm and automatically glance into the yard to see " whats up "

I think its a kind of sensory deprivation that causes this. Its cabin fever, but created by an enclosed valley. This all sounds ridiculous when put in print.

Over heard Americans

 Last night in the chip shop cafe  " Didnt Jesus once enter a church with a whip when he was really pissed off or something " ?

I know its a stereo type but many Americans ive heard just dont stop talking in a whinny droning voice. On and on they go. Im not sure how that line cropped up...lol

Didnt some one once call it the " eternal sea " ?

 Right now the media are bringing up the fact that Starmer may not last politically this year out. If that is so then we shall soon have a leadership  challenge election in the Labour party. Once again a leader will emerge who has not been elected by the general public.This happens with increasing frequency both here, and if you notice around the world. 

In the 80's government leaders seemed  more stable and lasted their full term. The last Conservative government had 5 leaders during its reign. What a joke. Its like musical chairs. Every move a leader makes is scrutinized and analysed with equal intensity by 24 hour news. The smallest development is spread out into days of news coverage. It seems everyone has a short boredom threshold including politicians who constantly want to tinker to gain popularity as soon as a little trouble arrives. on the other hand...

Labour won a historical landslide but today the party is turning on its leader ( and no surprise there ) How quickly a huge win crumbles. I guess thats how democracy works, and its a good thing as long as the new person actually delivers true change. The problem is they never do so it all seems like a farce. Whoever comes next must deliver change. The problem is that to elect that savior will require us to vote in faith again in a system that has let us down so often. If people are tired enough they will give the wheel one last spin, and I think it will be the last one.

Just like Billy ?

 Yesterday I was given quite a start. My daughter sat with one hand holding the neck of her jumper against her face with two fingers. This is exactly how my late granddad used to sit in that same pose. He died long before she was born though. So where on earth did she learn that position from ? 

On another occasion years ago when she was maybe 7 years old I watched her walk across a field with her hands held behind her back, and leaning slightly forward. That was another trait of my granddad. As ive previously said she never met him and I was genuinely shocked, though she found it amusing.

Its not unusual for character traits to get passed down the generations, but physical postures like these ? Saying that I drum my fingers and have been told that my great granddad did the same. Of course genes pass down physical traits and character traits, but do they pass on habits like these and if so why ? as they are surely pretty random, and nature only does what it needs to do and no more with great efficiency.

Maybe the answer is "un-natural " Maybe some parts of the past relative literally enter us at times ? Ive stopped short of using the R word here. At what point might you think it may become appropriate ?

Ghosts. Are Poltergeists Actually Demons?

I decided to watch this after some odd things happened today. Yes, its that " haunted bin " again. Sounds utterly ridiculous but this bin channels some really odd energy that I believe  to poltergeist like. Often the swinging bin lid will rock all on its own as though someone has given the lid a shove or dropped something in it.

Today saw something new. The lid was open  a little and as I reached out to put a tea bag in it shut completely closing the gap completely with a suspicious timing designed to annoy. The first time amused me but I shrugged it off. Later on it happened again and tonight my wife said the same happened to her with split second timing. Three times in a day is not coincidence. The timing is spot on and very cheeky ! 

Also this week an empty can rolled of the kitchen table and landed at my wifes feet. Again quite amusing really. Im feeling tense and on edge at the moment. I feel like my nervous system is in dis -ease. This maybe a contributing factor. These things really are attracted to distress. When I wasnt well things got crazy regarding things moving. 90% of the time the kitchen is where these things occur. 

There are some interesting ideas in this video. The one about NPC people rings true...lol There is a part of me that thinks these movements are coming from energy leaking from our bodies or force field. Thats not as dramatic as the idea of another entity though. Ive had this kind of activity around me for years and really need to document it and write a history of it here. 

Small wins. Well actually quite big.

 We must acknowledge small wins. I pointed this out to a YouTuber who makes lots of content on the dystopian state that the UK is slowly becoming. This awful government has made two huge U - turns on very controversial issues that would impact our future recently.

The first was cancelling the planned inheritence tax increase for farmers wanting to pass on land after their death. I think someone told the government that future food supplies could be in jeopardy.

The second was a U-turn by reversing a compulsory new rule that would require a digital I.D be necessary if you wanted to work.

We have more power than we think.

Other stupid ideas ahead will be quashed as well I hope. If we dont acknowledge small wins we shall go mad.

Ive noticed that many YouTubers have mental health issues meaning that some corruption of viewpoints may be occurring, but doesnt that apply to everyone ?

The BBC Cult: The Symbolism of BBC Television Centre

Interesting to see the whats behind the outer walls of the BBC Television Center. Im shocked to see how many masonic symbols there are in London architecture in general. Its all quite lairy and once your'e shown, and taught, a new world seems to be hidden  right in plain sight. Its not a conspiracy, its literally concrete !