An academic can join up the dots, but it takes an intelligent man to see the big picture.

" Test on a small Unseen area first "    That'll be this blog them...lol

How many cards are you holding ? !

You cant hold that many cards in your hand ! Have you ever noticed when you debate a social subject online that some people have an angle and answer for everything, a magical spectrum answer that glows and changes colour depending on what angle you examine it from ? This is bullshit. Life is far more simpler than that. Intricate and complex and fragile things in life dont last, and they are not natural. The truth sets your heart racing and requires little thought.. its gut felt. Nope, some people are holding impossible hands of " cards " to play online ! Spot their dropped cards if your lucky...lol

THE SINS OF THE FATHERS, FATHERS, FATHERS FATHER ARE BEING RAINED DOWN UPON THE CHILDREN WHO APPEAR TO LAP IT ALL UP WITH ORGASMIC VIRTUE !!!

In the desert life attracts life
In life, like attracts like.

BOOK OF LIES Crowley 18 DEWDROPS

 


Why does life continue  ? Obviously we procreate a replacement, but an essence that is not entirely understoood by us is also passed down.  I shall stop short of saying God, for now... This idea makes sense to me. Its so obtuse i can go with it.

In the eyes of the slave....

 

" In the eyes of the slave the master is always wrong " Aleister Crowley

Oscillation

 Q -   What speeds up as it slows down ?   
 A -   An oscillating object.  


For several years not just i, but family and visitors have noticed that objects such as cups, bottles and pans all wobble when placed down on our kitchen surface. This action speeds up until the object is no longer moving. Another fact that jumps out at me is an incident when a electric toothbrush started to wobble back and forth as i sat at the other end of the room.

Oscillation reminds me of how our minds swing from one view point to another before finally resting at a fixed judgement. I believe this process speeds up and becomes most frantic before the halt. Hence the speed increases during the ending.

They would say that...

You wouldnt ask a widow to justify the war, so why do you....

TRUTH or DARE ?

If a view is confirmed from many angles must this be the truth. Some of these angles may even be falsehoods. THE BIG PICTURE.

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Some did it as a hobby

Some did it for a living

Some did it as a way of life

For some it defined their very existence

These people hated it the most...

Cheese Wire

Most situations can cut both ways in life.
Dreams and solids are not separate, they yield the same.
That which was designed to cut through soft cheese...
Will also cut through the flesh, and cuts through the bone
The constant tension of time and magick
A day dream becomes a Gollum
Have you a steady hand  ?


Life can go in both the right and the wrong direction whether we try to steer it through magical manners or not. Cheese wire has been used not only to cut cheese but also to remove Rams horns by vets and farmers, even though it was originally designed to cut soft cheese. Our day dreams and desires can trigger great new magical events in our lives, even though some may think them as soft as cheese and therefore irrelivent and write off such thinking, but when they see very real changes they realise that the forces like the cheese wire can move or cut through our very real everyday lives. This can become dangerous and we risk becoming a slave to our desires. Even these forces can cut either way at times. A steady hand is needed to avoid disaster.

What isn't, is beginning to dominate what is.

These surely  are the first signs of insanity  ?

Maybe I say this, but to say her name...

Are You The Mockery Of God ?

        



"  Each act of man is the twist and double of an hare.
    Love and death are the greyhounds that course him.
    God bred the hounds and taketh His pleasure in the sport.
    This is the comedy of Pan, that man should think he hunteth , while those hounds hunt him.
    This is the Tradgedy of Man when facing Love and Death he turns to bay. He is no more hare, but boar.
    There are no other comedies or tradgedies.
    Cease then to be the mockery of God; in savagery of Love and Death live thou and die ! "


34  The Book of Lies  -  Aliester Crowley
   

Its true, as the song says, its no fun being stuck  " inbetween" Sometimes we run from uncomfortable experiences, we all have, but the act of running only prolongs our discomfort .Its no long term solution, and it makes us unhappier by the day. No, the wise man will / should go directly to the situation thats terrifying him to the bone and let it do its worst. I expect our imagination gives our fears far too much credit anyway. To run or turn our backs on something we know to be true, however scary is a false escape plan, and you wont get anywhere better believe me ! Nothingand I me nothing makes your life more unhappy than being on a constant " hold mode " reguarding your insecurities. Years can drift away in no mans land. Putting off action brings its own misery, so whats to be gained eh ? Cease to avoid or " twist and double " and then our true path or destiny will be more comfortable. It has to be.

23 Scottish Independance- Get Out ?!

Scotland has been in turmoil as the possibility of Independence has been in its sights. Many shouted that the time had come for change and things couldn't carry on any longer in their current form. Figures in authority and respect, offered guidance. Views were exchanged, but in the end things came a full circle as Independence was rejected, but now it turns out further powers are still to be offered. They will happen despite losing the vote which offered them. A full circle. Well the future has manifested anyway, either way its only a slightly altered out come. What was all the shouting about ? Well this is the the journey that is  23 !

Only a woman can flee towards Motherhood

28

Logic will not spare me from that which wants to be but cannot exist. That which has not form but produces its own shadow. No 28

We are most close to those  we do not confer with, for when we are given the chance too do just that, we find just how distant they've become...

Breath In / Breath Out

The world is like a lung. There is the inhale of air : BIRTH , COMPASSION, FAMILY, SPIRITUALITY...

There is the exhale : WAR, DISEASE, FAMINE, DEATH, EXPLOITATION...