Electric

 December 1st - parents tv switches itself on, my tv switches itself on, car windows both wind themselves down over night. Oh, and an electric pole is renewed at road end. Im learning...

Promise you, it happened true...

However unlikely this may sound it is true. Ive often found livestock auctions to "manifest " some very strange instances and synchronicities.  Today has been such a one. Today has also being a long noisy one. In fact 5 hours spent waiting for some sheep to be finally sold. However the appearance of a young woman of about 20 years old, dressed competently in black with beautiful long dark brown almost black hair and a very pale complexion quite took me aback. She was definitely a goth type and ive never seen such a woman at such a place before. She just looked so out of place though her father was a farmer. What really unnerved me was her height. She was just so tall. I think she maybe the tallest girl ive ever seen. It was just weird. I made a mental note to stop staring...lol

A few days ago my daughter came with me to sell sheep for her first time. After a while she turned to me and said " Do you know the auctioneer has mentioned the name David about 5 times so far " It was true and they were different surnames to each " David " to. Again just weird. You know that feeling you get when something just isnt natural ?  1 time...2,3,4,5...now its getting ridiculous. However I do know " like attracts like " as the following story indicates.

Although the following incident happened 5 years ago at the same auction it is as clear in my mind as yesterday. ( cliche alert ) A young woman I know who had  been recently married was stood by the livestock stock show ring looking increasingly uncomfortable. I watched her over the next 10 minutes as six women entered gradually one by one over that time carrying babies until she was completely surrounded by them. I knew she was desperate to conceive and was having trouble doing so hence I took this as the cause of her unhappy stressed state. Soon afterwards she did indeed fall pregnant. It seemed a synchronicity with bells on and at the time she no doubt saw it as a cruel one.

And Ive just remembered a numerology oddity regarding the great number 23 . This number occurs at tipping points and when circumstances end or change dramatically. All the sheep pass through the final pen 123 as they enter the sale ring and are sold. At this point they are about to leave your ownership. The fact 123 is printed on the wall at that location makes me smile every visit. I need to add that observation to my 23 labelled posts. Another cracker ?

So why of all things should a auction type of gathering cause such happenings ? Well there is a crowd to start with who are all focusing on one thing - an auctioneer. He is stood on a " rostrum " very much like a church pulpit. He is interacting back at the crowd rather like a preacher though Ive never seen anything bizarre like the above happen in a religious gathering. I think something is happening with the energy this circumstance is generating. Maybe a ratcheting up of force occurs like in a church ? After all " where two or three are gathered " Yes, thats half a quote but this idea is considered " a thing " outside of christian gatherings.

Anyway this post may see you thinking I spend a little too much time watching women at livestock markets...lol And maybe your right.

A stab in the dark ?

Did you know DEAD DAD adds up to 23 in Hebrew ? No, really ? lol  Well it does grab your attention around Fathers Day ! In fact it brought back to some rather disturbing things people have said randomly to me regarding death, both in jest and unintentionally. 
  The first ive mentioned before, was a trip to see a man called DAVID GRAVESTON. And it got worse when he advised me to visit DOUG GRAVES. For a moment i thought he was joking. The second one was just down right disturbing. My daughter a few months ago jokingly told me my name was DEATH SURELY ! Where she got that from ive no idea. It certainly stung a little though and i try not to dwell upon it too much.
  A friend this week told me his ex was being plagued by the number 42. In fact so extreme is it that she is having a tattoo of 42 ?! Not sure how this is going to work out for her. I googled her number in Hebrew word and the words DEAD DEAD DEAD jumped out at me. Im no expert about this Hebrew malarky but there seems to be some alignment, or so it appears to be. 
  Am i not long for this world then ? I think the concept of death here is representing change ( i hope ) If not then maybe i am being taunted ? So we have a positive and a negative view point. Of course it all may lead to nothing. This reeminds me of a scene from a film i once watched where a man with Hebrew letters on his teeth spends a life time sacrificing everything he has to try and work out why he was born with these teeth. A  Rabbi eventuality tells me after a ruined life time of tail chasing that " somethings just are ". 
  Ive included a take on 23 from Aliester Crowley. I hold much faith that this is what its all about. Again change, and a death of sorts. Have people turned up mention in this transformation sequence ? Well pick a number and stand in line...lol

New Years Day Remix Instrumental

I feel like im going to explode. I feel like something has pushed a 10 year re-set button in my head. I feel like i did before i started blogging, and thats not a good thing. I feel im waiting for a trigger and there maybe another tribulation ahead. Ten years ago i felt as though a new age was upon me, and it was. Tonight i feel nervous, open and bare, on edge, moody, vicious and free.Maybe my holiday has me jumping the rails ? It all originally started with a holiday you 
know...


Theres a very neat  23 Skiddoo synchronicity as a womans skirt blows up at 0.22 - 0.23 . A connection to a New York street. Unlikely to be accidental. Ive always suspected this DJ to have mystical connection as his music has magical power.

A Worrying Synchronicty

Two weeks ago i found myself chasing our Quad bike out of the farm on a sunny afternoon. Someone has hot wired it in broad daylight. Eventually after chase of 20 miles i lost the bike on some back lanes that led to a high moor. From here on the Police took over and caught the man using Police dogs. As he was already out on bail for theft i was told he would not be given bail a second time, and would stay locked up until charged. Well this morning i have received a letter saying he has jumped bail again and is on the run...sigh.
  Now as if this isnt enough i see the thief's middle name is DAVID. OK, not that amazing, but the next part of this story is. You see there was a husband and wife scam team who tried to con a neighbour out of their house last summer, and the middle names of this obnoxious couple were BRIAN and MARJORIE which are my parents first names !!! 


Strange also that a fellow blogger has decided to start on the path to aquire a job  in Policing...
  

But what does it mean ???

Today a triple synchronicity occurred.

1 ) I read a bloggers account of a strange unexplained noise coming from her fan...

2 ) Ive just returned from town after ordering a radiator fan for my car as the old one was humming.

3 ) My daughter comes home from school and turns on her favourite show - Fireman Sam. The episode was about a bus that caught on fire because its radiator fan had broken.

LAST AGAIN....?

Today has been bizarre in the extreme. I went to an Auction Mart to sell something. In the course of the day i noticed a strange synchronicity. It started in the cafe when i was told i had just bought the LAST  can of Coke. I then drew some money out from the office and was told i had just taken the LAST £20 note they had. Returning to the cafe i was told i had just bought the LAST pork pie. When our number was drawn to decide our place in the sale we were utterly LAST at the end...

LAST - why is this so deserving of my attention ???

The Tyranny of Black ?

At what point would you start to view, and I stress start to view a race in a negative light, or one of wary suspicion ? After one incident...or two ? The answer to this question obviously depends on your surroundings. After all if you lived in a predominantly white rural area then any incident with a person of colour would be rare, very rare. Two negative ones and your cause for concerns would be unprecedented. In fact two incidents of destruction with your families sphere would be highly unlikely where I live. This fact is critical to the story I am about to tell.
 
POINT 1 - Recently my Sisters marriage has unfortunately broken up. A few years ago she sponsored a black Brazilian boy of 16 years to come and live with her family in the UK. This was quite an eye opener. Of course the greatest driver was the fact he was to have a shot at a great Western education, a shot he duly flunked when exam time conformed he had put little effort into his studies. Disappointing for everyone concerned really....
  It amused me greatly however as I found myself comparing him to the character Heathcliff from the romantic and dark novel Wuthering Heights, after all I read that Heathcliff  came from abroad in the novel and was reputed to be coloured. He too was accepted into a family and expected to improve himself... A flimsy link you might think, but as I live right next door to one of the main rumoured sites that is said to have inspired the book, I think I can safely make that amusing comparison...lol




As I googled this photo a synchroncity type cracking sound has just occurred in my room...


  This particular property was notorious for being the last household in the UK to release its slaves after slavery was outlawed. It is rumoured that after the slaves were released they attacked the locals and were eventually rounded up and massacred in a river they became trapped by. I sometimes wonder what dark curses they cast upon their masters and whether these thoughts still linger here.
  I remember the intense feeling on unease when this young man visited our house. His black face looked bemused with a gentle smile. It seemed a link to history and almost a calling call from the deep past.
  The ending of my Sisters relationship was no doubt aided by sponsoring this young man within her own home, and this contributed to the relationships demise. A fact I am now retrospectively considering in a new light.



POINT 2 - A second shock occurred recently when I found a relatives step sibling had become pregnant by a black man who then proceeded to loose his job. Extremely unlikely where I live. Again a coloured person had brought disaster and upheaval to someone linked to my family. Again its the unlikeliness of the situation that raises my eyebrows. I hear nothing good about him from family.

These 2 events seem to be linked. Is there an order to this ? Soon a coloured child will be born - a Heathcliff who will no doubt be troubled. Has this event been pushed to manifets ? Other events linked to the novel have also manifested both as relationships and supernatural events.

POINT 3 - Last Summer a troubling synchronicity started when I noticed clusters of black cars. Sometimes in car parks, sometimes in convoy on motorways, sometimes a lot closer to home. At the time they seemed to scream out at me that this was not coincidence. I even saw a group of 6 or 7 on motorway with the front car having a reg plate that bore my name. At that point I decided I was being pointed towards something. I nick named these gathers of cars The Tyranny of Black ! Were they the mocking or warning actions that foretold this black problem ?

The above sounds like a mad story and maybe it is, but it seems to gel together. Could there really be  a " black curse " ? I know that my family name was cursed along with two other loca familyl names for being caught fighting in the local church grounds in past times.
  Can fictional writing or stories effect real life or cause actual manifestations ? I know for a fact that fictional novel plots can manifest into reality. After all real life events inspire fiction so why could they not be changed back to real life later by fiction in a bizzare full circle ?

I would call myself delusional was it not for the highly unlikely historical connection ive pointed  out or if I lived in an urban location I would have put down the events to pure chance. Unfortunately I do not have that luxury...

Next door....Wuthering Hieghts ?

https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=1971775989737714&id=100007159965184

 

I have lived next door to Whernside Manor all my life and I am well aware of its folklore and legends which this link touches on. I also could tell you stories of haunted happenings that seem to have been part of the Wuthering Heights novel. This is all by the by as they say as what I really want to tell you is the fact that I stumbled upon this web page by mistake today. So whats so odd about this ?
   Now last night while driving home in the dark I saw a strange looking bird sat in the middle of the road. It was unlike any ive seen before as in it had a white breast and almost appeared to be marked with colours or the pattern of a Penguin I thought. Today I see with alarm that the author of the above piece has such an identical bird sat in her profile photo. Taxidermy is one of her hobbies it seems. I find this fact beyond coincidence and quite disturbing. I cannot explain this. A mind blowing synchronicty.

Gigi D'Agostino - Silence "vision2" ( Underconstruction 1 )

Ive only just recently been able to listen to this track / album again. This takes me back to my peak experience days. It was Winter as it is now. I remember driving down our country lane and being aware of every snow flake as it fell. That spell of  cold weather that occurred over Christmas had its very own  separate atmosphere. It felt  as though it was almost holy, but in a pagan way.The frosts were particularly hard at night, and the moon was a Wintery cold white colour. One day there was even the rumble of an earth quake that occurred locally. All in all this was too much to deal with. I was overpowered by life in a bitter sweet way. The hollow silvery sound of this track captures perfectly how it felt inside.



There are also two very strange things about this mix. At the very beginning there is the sound of a crackling fire on a sea shore. At that time that fire crackling sound started to appear in adverts and various mediums in my sphere. It was very surreal. The second strange thing is the way the male singers voice merges into a male voice at the end of the first vocals. This is very well done and has a gender blending tone to it. This excites me. No idea why because its very odd.

The Police - Synchronicity II

Bang On Cue

A damned synchronicity has returned as predicted. This has happened for years. Will this haunt me all my life ? Should I return or try to something that nearly destroyed me ? I don't know. If this goes on for years am I missing a sign post, or is the cosmos just messing me about. Maybe I should rob God of his " sport " ! Make no mistake this is important to me. Ive walked away. Am I meant to go back ? Do I ignore for ever more ? Feeling confused. Ive removed the comments option for this post. Now theres a bloody irony after asking so many questions.

And in with the new !

Watching the weather forecast this morning saw a photo of Glastonbury Tor presented as a viewers contribution to a weather related link . This is happening more and more often since the new year . Its strange how no one I know has even heard of it . Also hills with towers on top are also appearing in magazines or even our local art shop . Of course this will increase with time and Im just wondering what Im going to find at Glastonbury as all the Lye Lines converge there , even from Tintagel . 

Synchronicitys ; Out with the old and in with the new ?

Well not quite yet it seems . A very long running synchronicity has returned as it always does in very early spring . This has gone on for years . It begs the question ; When does a synchronicity end ? And what does that say about yourself ? Here is today's Wuthering Heights stonker...

Our local book group for Dent are currently reading Wuthering Heights

The political cartoon in The Telegraph today is of  " Withering Heights "

In the same edition of the paper is an article about veteran singer Kate Bush... hence her classic hit Wuthering Heights is mentioned in passing .  

http://youtu.be/BW3gKKiTvjs      When in Rome... Oh , Yes I also live next door to one of the sites rumoured to have been behind the inspiration for the book . Yeah , this is my world...again . Why is this synchronicity so season orientated ? It starts after the new year but will be gone by June...

An unintentional messenger

Tonight someone I know well volunteered a piece of information to me in the middle of a conversation . This information was delivered in a totally random manner and had nothing to do with what I was discussing with them . It was as if they were a channel to deliver this message to me . Its still making me smile just how silly it was and the way it was clumsily fed to me . I don't even know if the person was aware of what they had said .
   This used to happen to me quite a lot . People would come out with random statements that aided me in a sticky area of my social life . At first I thought I was imagining it , but after a few years I have come to believe that there maybe third party's in our conversations and that some peoples actions are solely to get a piece of info to you without even realising they are doing it . Anyway this situation tonight just reminded me of all the times it has happened to me in the past . The info is worthless to me today but the method of its delivery excited me . It reminds me of " magick " and how it works . Its beautiful , truly life affirming and it seems to continue long after you want it too , rightly or wrongly . Or maybe its just that gravity I talked about a few posts ago ? Who knows . Perhaps this was the last dregs of a past situation ?

Why am I surprised at this ?

This morning once again my radio gave me a shock as this time I heard the line " I keep a close watch on this heart of mine " At first I thought it must be my imagination as I had just changed my blog motto to the very same line !   ( having been caught out by various people recently , some male , some female  I feel it is good advice ! )
  So how on earth did this line manifest ? Well strangely a relation of the late performer Johnny Cash had found an album of his that was recorded in the eighties and unreleased because country music was then out of fashion at the time . The album was found in a safety deposit box .
  A brief sample of this " new " music was played , plus about three other lines from of his past hits .It was that brief . This was not on a music station either . It was on Radio 4 ! So to hear " my " line as a chosen one shocked me . Of course I didn't get the line from Johnny Cash originally though . I chose it a couple of days ago for my blog ( from a heavy metal album ) , but once again its a hell of a coincidence is  just turned up this way as I happened to be listening . This is getting strange...  Of course the more this happens , the more it cannnot be written off as trivial .

Google / synchronicitys

I have noticed in life that certain names for example or numbers continually turn up and grab my attention . Ive called these " synchronicitys " as they have meaning to me and occur quite regular . Minor news stories locally continue to occasionally reflect certain names that like to occur along side other names or themes . There seems to be no limits in time to these coincidences as I read books that are based before the turn of the century . Are these happenings just a subconscious pattern symbolising my mental thrashings ? Or are they of some huge significance of order , say of the cosmos . Sounds silly ? Is this explained by maths ? Most things are some say . The nearest thing ive come to to explain this phenomenon is Google ! Type in a word or name and it will come up with how that name is linked to a million different subjects and in many different contexts . Life seems to mimic this apparently at random . There is order , its is alarming . It is certainly not evil . It is certainly not anything to worry about . Seeing this manifest though makes me ask why can I see it ? Have I done something that's the mystical equivalent of pushing a "google " type button allowing me to see all these patterns ? A difference of awareness seems highly likely to be responsible .
  You may suggest stress as a reason for seeing such things , you may think I'm looking for order in an time of great change , but the reason to me is not important , the patterns are there , that's my point of interest here ! We all see little coincidences but when they continue to get ever more stunning bigger ideas or explanations are needed .

Aleister Crowley on Synchronicitys

 People who live in cities are constantly in touch with reality .....but in the countryside where nothing ever happens the individual is thrown back upon himself . He learns to live in an imaginary world created by his own psyche . He discovers (in and through  symbolic form ) the realm of the unconscious , as Professor Jung calls it , and his actions are determined by fantastic motives based on hereditary peculiarities , or in the accidents , so called of his physical or psychical constitution .  "

The Simon Iff Stories - AC