The Tor Strikes Again ?

 Yesterday I got a distinct feeling of deja- vu. The day was exceptionally mild, misty and spring like. Even the Jackdaws were attempting to nest, and its now November ! We have a full moon at the moment as well... A joyous atmosphere seemed to be hanging over our valley. In the morning Glastonbury Tor was mentioned on the radio...Yes, all this has happened before last winter. The EXACT same strange sequence of events. Its a strange mix I'm not likely to forget.
  So does Glastonbury Tor emit moods across England ? Can it affect atmospheres, both for " good " or as many claim " bad " ? I believe so. Today was a positive example. Would I notice a negative one ?

What Does This Say About Time ?

 

 

An Orb has recently appeared on this photograph of St Johns Church that I took 2 years ago. It is in front of the gravestone. It remains there over several photographs...The Church is near Western-Super-Mare. This year when I returned I could not find this place again, even after reverting to my sat nav. I guess a repeat visit was not meant to be. There is something disorientating about the Glastonbury area. It drives me mad.

Glastonbury Abbey Ruins

A fuller picture of the scale of this building tells us that Glastonbury was high up the spiritual ladder


 

You can still sense the magic and awe that this place once inspired

 



The fish ponds are fed from what I presume are the same springs that emerge from under The Tor

 

 

Glastonbury Abbey was destroyed by Henry 8th's Reformation in the 1500's. The unfortunate Bishop was hung from The Tor tower that overlooks the surrounding area. A very macabre end !

 

The Carp above were in the abbey ponds, and were more than happy to be fed bread ect..

 

( cant get these photo's to line up. Grrrrrr  ! )

YOU LEAVE THE M5 FOR GLASTONBURY AT JUNCTION, YES..... 23 !  

Ive Lost Patience With Myself So....

Im changing. When I was at Glastonbury this Spring I came across an African woman meditating in a " healing garden " which contained an underground spring which fed a well. As she raised her arms outward I felt a very strong presence begin to move through a garden archway. It became so unpleasant I shook my head and had to move a few paces away to keep my sanity. An old man sat on a bench did the same
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   To cut a long story short, I ask why an area with a history of healing contained such an unpleasant entity ? Was I feeling all the bad stuff other had left behind there ? It felt horrible, like a slow swelling of uneasiness. Anyway my physical form has changed somewhat since then. My make up is a touch more evenly proportioned, if you will. My body seems more evenly spread somehow. When I look in the mirror Im proportioned differently. Im becoming something more archetypal or a father more so. Whether this was going to happen anyway, and was symbolised by my desire to visit Glastonbury, I dont know. Maybe Glastonbury has alone caused this

   Its time to put my mental " zig zags contortions " behind me. My aim is to think as a whole with no silly back and forth about things in my life. Subjective will become a dirty word. I shall be sure when I form a view, however esoteric it may be. This will not be a sell out to the conventional, just a sure footed mindness. I shall be thinking more Templar than Lunar this year. Im having a clear out of pictures and ornaments too.


And if something is swamping me I shall pull away before another 5 years is lost.


 

The Tor

I have the house to myself this weekend. Sat in bed now though, moon almost full.
 All was very still today in the dale, not a sound of anything stirred this morning. A Spring like sound of a Curlew singing conjured up a Spring atomosphere. Funny thing was, next a Jackdaw dropped a stick on me so I guess they were in a nesting mood thus validating my assessment of a Spring like mood in the air. Not subjective there then ?

This week The Tor has reached out to me in ways I cannot tell on here, and this has rattled me. I didn't enjoy my visit to Glastonbury though at the time, and I was disturbed by a presence I stumbled upon on a ley line there, a very disturbing presence. It seems my personal feelings count for nothing here. Some would kill for these things to reveal themselves, for me its by default.

Big Questions:  Is this of any " use " to me ?
                           Have I any choice to opt out ?
                           It creates a mood of the moment

Just what is The Tors agenda ? Was the unpleasant presence a healing one even ? as the place I stumbled upon it has that reputation, though only relatively recently. In Druid times it was used for sacrifice apparently ! Was that what caused this unpleasnt presence  ? Or was it due to the person I was watching doing her meditation ?


Tonight my car milage hit 77,777......and the moon being full.

Am I now the person you originally thought I was ???

Its been a busy, heady old week. Tomorrow Im going to do something worldly and go and watch some banger racing otherwise Im gonna go a bit mad ! lol

Just a bit of fun...

    

 

How I laughed as I set off for my holiday in Glastonbury, I decided to check my bank balance...  :  )

Today I had an appointment at a hospital with a female consultant. She was a remarkable woman. I have never met such a person who was so comfortable with herself, her sexuality, her job or talking to a stranger about intimate matters. She just laid back in her chair with her legs out like she was at home. She radiated contention and totally put me at ease, as I have never really felt comfortable talking to foreign people, or those of a different race because there just aren't any around where I live in Cumbria . Some may think that sad, but that's the way it is for me.
  The only reason this is post is on Golden is due to the fact she was African. Her graceful aura and appearance reminded me deeply of the African woman dressed in a purple robe whom I came across at Glastonbury. She was manifesting ( I presume through meditation ) the awful power I could feel in the Chalise Well Gardens. Both these women I admire as a man for reasons Ive never felt before or have not felt for a while anyway. They remind me that great women are out there, and my god the world is barely worthy of their presence.

It seems Africa has something positive to offer ? Something regal, something royal ?

The Tor visited

I have just this evening returned from my holiday to Glastonbury. Mmmm, well Glastonbury is certainly all they report it to be, and I have returned with a few extra grey hairs ( and how I wish I was joking there ) What really took me by surprise was the general sense of tension in the otherwise beautiful country side, though in complete contrast there is also wonderfully sweet aroma in the air of the surrounding countryside that we don't seem to have in the North. Having said that I spent a lot of time, well every day feeling generally disorientated with no sense of direction at all, not even after travelling roads several times did I ever recognise them, so my sat-nav ended up doing all the work ! Yes, tense and disorienting describes Glastonbury, and Im not the only person who thinks this is so it now turns out... Only when I visited other surrounding areas could I truly relax . This is not a view you will find in a Glastonbury tourist brochure though ! Ahem....

  I have tried to capture a general darkness that hangs over the hills in the above photo of this area ( very Lovecraft ? ) Even on a bright sunny day the land appears shaded. This soon changes though once you leave the district and head for the coast. Summer then seems to burst through again, and the light is once again bright as it should be in summer. Yes leaving the town was a relief during the week. Generally a dusk type light seemed to cover the views that went on for miles, this however  lasted  all day somehow. As night drew in this was amplified and the real dusk just seemed a continuation .There was also an atmosphere of Autumn in the air at times. Summer seemed to be stifled , or smothered as did any positive atmosphere. A terrible gloom seemed in the air. Glastonbury seems under a dark spell . A very funny mixture then, beauty and darkly repressed landscape. Not what I expected at all .



Of course my first site to visit was the legendary Tor, and no, I was not in a mystical mood due to having to find a back lane to park on as I couldn't have my daughter walking up the long hill to the hill that contained the Tor. It was hot. I with a few others were given an amateur tour by what I expect was a local making a few pounds on the side. He told me to stand In a Ley line, but I felt nothing at all, and was not impressed really at all.
  I did however later in the week find myself feeling the the full force of what passes through the Tor, and hence the extra grey hairs Ive returned with, but that's for another post soon. I need a little time to think about exactly what I experienced and why ?. Im rattled.
  My guide did however tell me that a Ley line that passes through the Tor continues to Tintagel, and that got my full attention. I explained to him my past experiences there, and he couldn't get away from me fast enough ! That's a pity as he had some divining rods with him that he said anyone on the tour could try their hand at them later on. I had been looking forward to a dabble, maybe its just as well I never got the chance after what the next day brought...

The legendry, and not to be underestimated Tor....

A Glastonbury Experience - Official film trailer

    



Enjoyed watching this ...

Dont fight it...

Now is my worst time of year . Its cold , its bleak , its a kind of muddy dirty green hell that promises nicer weather but constantly fails to deliver . Spring is a time for suckers really who fall for the glamour of Summer but are sold a faded Winter instead . This is an uneasy time too . A hint of the growing energy that Summer brings is taunted in front of us . Anything the Winter or Autumn brought will fade away with the empty cold light nights . Yes I hate Spring . Its a very tricky and volatile road to Summer . Exactly how much this feeling affects me will become clear soon . A growing unease will increase until June arrives and so will my work load , which may tie in with why I dislike Spring so much . As I get more ready for a holiday the weather gets warmer , I get more tired and busy as the season unfolds . Unless you work on the land you will not really understand this gradual build up to Summer .
   Also all things mystical die now and evaporate . A closed season for such malarkey . Synchronicitys will stop . Things dry up . Contacts wander off and people start planning very earthly conquests and material missions . Dion Fortune said the Vernal Equinox was the resting time for those who were into the things this blog trumpets , and I see no evidence to challenge her assumption . I rest my case and look forward to Glastonbury , that's another word much like OCCULT that has too many false connotations connected to it to really use in its true sense .
   Maybe its a last sign but I see on the BBC News 24 Channel the Olympic Games opening ceremony with that English landscape featuring Glastonbury Tor is being shown as one of the pictures in the lead up to the news headlines . Well of course it is . The Olympics opening ceremony , the Glastonbury floods , the weather forecast background photograph , Glastonbury Tor is as I predicted last Summer on the rise in this nations conscientiousness as apparently we are entering an age of Aquarius . I know little of that other than its about huge leaps of change .

Altered Dimensions

Why does this blog keep changing dimensions in width ? At first I thought it was my new laptop but it isnt . Today the post section is narrow and my profile picture has changed to square . This seems to happen at random how ever many times I re-adjust my " widths " . Has anyone else noticed any dimension changes recently ?

Saturday night saw me visit a  relation  . As I entered his house I got quite a shock . There sat his daughter with a piece of chain mail draped over her head looking like a knight ! She looked very medieval indeed . I nearly dropped . Her teenage brother has started making his own chain mail ( as you do ) for fun over the past few months . This is for some reason I cant yet comprehend  . I commented that I wasnt sure whether I was dreaming or not , and decided I needed to sit down , but next on comes the National Lottery Draw on the T.V and yes the random ball drawing machines are called  Excalibur and  Arthur . Er , right . By now Im feeling a bit rattled  and disorientated . Something is speeding up . So today I look up the names of these ball selecting machines and I'm quite shocked at what ive found...


http://www.lottery.co.uk/articles/the-uk-lotto-machines.asp

    Ive just found this link about the machines and er , I think It speaks for its self . Machines named after gemstones ?!  I wasn't aware of the extent to which these contraptions are named after characters from the Arthurian legend until  now , as I dont watch Saturday night T.V type stuff . Does millions of people passionately following these machines " random " draws every week produce any occult happenings ? After all these names are Archetypes .
  Remember MILLIONS of people are projecting their hopes and dreams onto these Arthurian named machines , with what I would expect to be close to religious zeal ( you think im joking ?) . The machines themselves are rather like Merlin in the original legend , channelling the hopes and dreams of our population and taking advantage of them too . Is this deliberately done ? Are there unintentional consequences ? If so this could be huge .
  Some may think this post silly , but look at the facts and ignore the kitch stupid lottery which is the vehicle for this legend . All the ingredients are there . This has really got me thinking ...

When you least expect it !

Tonight as I was excitedly talking to someone about my future holiday to Glastonbury I briefly saw a brilliant white light for a second on the floor . About this time 2 years ago , shortly before the birth of my daughter I saw bright sparks of electric blue in the air . They were singular and brief . Sometimes they were very near , sometimes in a field as I drove past . Again today as then it is very stormy wild weather and there is a harsh bright atmosphere . I feel a magic in the air as of then . Sparks and lights are rare occurrences for me , but I think they herald huge advancements . As always to look directly at them sees then vanish . They are a sign of magick , but this isnt my doing . It is however very positive . Thats quite certain !

Fearful symmetry ?

It turns out that Glastonbury Tor has had close associations to the legendary King Arthur in the past , in that respect it has much in common with the village of Tintagel in Cornwall that Ive visited several times . This should be very interesting . To my surprise I see a few miles away on the map a Cadbury Castle ( rumoured to be the site of King Arthur's legendary castle Camelot , of course  Tintagel also makes the same claim it is said . I guess its all a bit subjective in the world of legends ! ) 
  You will call me insane but I knew there was a reason for my chocolate obsession . At the time it seemed uncannily important , oddly so . Unless you've personal experience of how these signs guide you then you will not understand the relevance of what I'm saying . Guidance comes through very mundane and humble methods . Don't let arrogance stand in the way . See things as a child or give up and return to your ordinary world !
   The last time I received such a sign was before I went to Tintagel about three years ago  . I was playing a word game which involved being dealt random letters . My first few letters came out in the order of TINTA and then GEL , but in the wrong order . In a flash I moved then round to spell Tintagel and right there I decided that this was going to be my holiday destination . Yes I changed my holiday plans because of that !  I was originally planning on going up Scotland ( and no I havent changed my holiday destination this year because of chocolate  !!! Though I would have had I made any prior plans to visit elsewhere ....
   There are forces in Tintagel as in Boscastle . Are they at the Glastonbury Tor too ? Well , well that's a no brainier isn't it as a map of the powerful Ley Lines all converge on Glastonbury from miles around , apparently . I find this hard to believe and shall be looking into this fact further .
   Well I'm hyped tonight because this is my new direction . Stick around and I will reveal what I find . There will only be one problem though . What I find will sound unbelievable , but that's always the way isn't it ?  Still with me ?

Holidays

As Winter is chugging along , and my mind is turning to where I would like to go on holiday next June . Cornwall has been my destination of choice as the weather there is good , but not too hot as being by the sea brings a nice breeze . Its always a nice way to start Summer . I also have a strong link to the coastal areas and have had several quite intense supernatural type experiences there . Things manifest visually to me there . I would go so far as to say they welcome me . Ive had some intense times near Boscastle , but today I feel I need a change of scene , even if only for my daughter not having to put up   with an 8 hour journey . Its time for somewhere a bit nearer !
   I am seriously considering spending a week in the Glastonbury area . NO NOT THE MUSIC FESTIVAL! Everyone asks me that . Of course this is what the area is primarily associated with , but it is also a very well known mystical area . Of course there will be endless silly shops selling tat such as at Tintagel , but its all based on something remember !!! Thats what people forget . Underneath the tat is a force thats been known for generations in these areas and its that which im interested in .
 So whats the big attraction there ? Well nearby is the coastal area on which  Dion Fortune based her novel The Sea Priestess . This I must visit and somehow now ive a daughter this seems very timely and I believe ive been on a path to  visit this area for a long while .
  Also nearby is Glastonbury Tor , the rumoured site of the first Christian Church to be built . Again an area much loved by Dion . I was musing on what I might find and was told that whatever happens it cant be much more than Cornwall has revealed . Time will tell I guess.. I can assure you I shall not be going on a full moon again . I still havent forgotten that week . Full moon , plus mystical area near the sea is too overpowering for a relaxing holiday . Having checked out the below link Im feeling hyped already....  : )

http://www.glastonburytor.org.uk/mysterytor.html         

Sea change

Now during the Olympics I mentioned how odd the inclusion of a model Glastonbury Tor was in the opening ceremony . Copper was mentioned and was hung on it in a fashion . I wondered whether this could effect our country in some way .. errr if you understand why thats great ! Well the mood now of the country seems from the news to be very much in favour of the humble general public . Authority seems to be getting a big smack in the face . Hard . Hillsborough fans finally seem to have founded evidence of being fucked by the police lying in reports and passing the blame on to them . Jimmy Savile seems to have abused many in the past but had buried it deep . Well not any more ! The ordinary person has thwarted the superstar . The truth is out . There is a great appetite to out powerful figures who have fucked over the everyday man . Maybe this new open mood is the result . Maybe..... P.S several people have been jailed today for mistreating mentally ill handicapped people . Quite an extreme move with the express view of making an example of the abusers and vindicating those to weak to defend them selves i reckon . Something has swung in OUR favour at last . Long may this continue...

YAY !!!!!!

Well what the hell was the odds of Glastonbury Tor being in the Olympic ceremony ? Bizzare really and copper was placed near by too . I dont understand why and i dont need too to realize that a lot of symbolism was going on there last night . Now combined with the massive public emotion of the rest of the show moving us in sublime or subconscious ways i would expect a massive ritual effect has taken place , as im no expert here but even i suspect it highly likely . Was it done on "purpose " ? Dont know or care but the effects i hope are a jolt too us ALL i bet . At the very least a reason to SMILE  at last !!!!  YAY !!!!   Well it works in church on a Sunday sceptics !! Ha ha ha