Im changing. When I was at Glastonbury this Spring I came across an African woman meditating in a " healing garden " which contained an underground spring which fed a well. As she raised her arms outward I felt a very strong presence begin to move through a garden archway. It became so unpleasant I shook my head and had to move a few paces away to keep my sanity. An old man sat on a bench did the same
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To cut a long story short, I ask why an area with a history of healing contained such an unpleasant entity ? Was I feeling all the bad stuff other had left behind there ? It felt horrible, like a slow swelling of uneasiness. Anyway my physical form has changed somewhat since then. My make up is a touch more evenly proportioned, if you will. My body seems more evenly spread somehow. When I look in the mirror Im proportioned differently. Im becoming something more archetypal or a father more so. Whether this was going to happen anyway, and was symbolised by my desire to visit Glastonbury, I dont know. Maybe Glastonbury has alone caused this
Its time to put my mental " zig zags contortions " behind me. My aim is to think as a whole with no silly back and forth about things in my life. Subjective will become a dirty word. I shall be sure when I form a view, however esoteric it may be. This will not be a sell out to the conventional, just a sure footed mindness. I shall be thinking more Templar than Lunar this year. Im having a clear out of pictures and ornaments too.
And if something is swamping me I shall pull away before another 5 years is lost.
Do you know what your moon sign is? Maybe you just have some aspects in your natal chart that are moon oriented? I know someone with moon in cancer and he gets freaked out by the moon all the time and he is also very emotionally changeable, almost as if being affected by the moon's phases.
ReplyDeleteMy moon sign came out as Aries, but that makes no sense. Its been a very strange start to the new year. Some very odd things have happened to me, and to other people I know. The weather is blowing a cold gale too. Classic January. I think the moon is full soon though (my moon chart has run out though)
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