This cannot be ignored

 This story has to be told. Its very unpleasant and sad, but I think its important because it is another dark piece of the jigsaw that is this valley.

Directly across ths dale from us is a farm. About 5 years ago the farmer retired as the death of his mentally troubled daughter just destroyed his will I guess. She died after drinking cleaning fluids in a mental health facility where she stayed sometimes when at her worst.

So a young family decided to rent the farm and had 4 children, but the 4th was born with a horrific rare genetic condition that meant she was prone to blistering in her throat and air ways. She is a toddler now and has frequent stays in hospital. She is currently at home on oxygen to help her breath this week. She  has not been in a good way recently, and i fear tragedy number 2 maybe ahead for this valley.

Now what are the odds of this connection occurring ?  The burning of the throat seems to have been repeated for the new occupants of the farm. It shows a persistent malice in my eyes. Or maybe its just a coincidence ? Its going to lead to death twice no doubt.

This reminds me that we had a man metal detecting on our land this weekend. He usually comes each spring about now. He missed last year because he had a stroke that damaged his eye. I told him about my situation, and  my brief stay in hospital over night for tests, though I was much luckier for sure.

 

I then mentioned how I had not had the vax because I wanted to avoid increased stroke risks. and that in the end I still had the same outcome that I had tried so hard to avoid. I was staggered when he then said he had just had his 6th  booster jab this year !

Meanwhile life expectancy in the UK has dropped by 2 years ! Most death rates for medical ailments have increased by 10% even in young people. Oh, and no one cares.

 

Two tier Britain

 Well the news coverage has gone mad. Two Jews in London have been stabbed and immediately the police have classed the event as terrorism, and it certainly is. I have no disagreement with that at all. But its strange how many other suspicious attacks that are on non Jewish people are classed as " mental health " problems and " isolated incidents. Here the word " terrorism " will not be used, even when it appears to be obvious. 

A good example was the South Port knife attack in which three little girls were killed by the son of an African migrant. The Police lied for nine months about the event not being terrorism motivated. Then we find out the guy had been researching have to make poison such as ricin,  and had been viewing terrorist training videos. But the police focused on his interest with Hitler and violent acts in general. Then they played the mental health card.

Britain is all about a two tier system. Hence " two tier Keir Starmer " or as i call him Queer Starmer...lol 

I noticed today how many politicians are calling for action and expressing shock and horror at the events. Well we are the country that has let in nearly 50,000 un-vetted mystery men and payed to keep them housed and integrate them. Many are from violent African countries, often Islamic and we wonder why there are anti-Semitic attacks.

Of course governments are scared stiff of Islam and will never act directly to stop the root of these attacks. They would rather talk the talk and pay for extra security for Jewish areas. An extra 25 millions worth. And now every ones happy. Well not really.

Another interesting thing to consider is who gets " fast track justice " and who doesnt. Who goes to jail so fast their feet dont touch the ground, and who months later have not yet being charged.

Is Dent cursed ?

 Ive just learned what exactly happened during the tragic accident that occurred here recently. It turns out the child ran and fell over banging his head against a pickup truck in a freak accident. It was captured on a security camera. The registration plate was 888. Not 666 that would have been a step too far.

What are the odds of that ? Well it got even more bizarre this week when the cousin of the deceased child tripped over in the house and banged his head on a fireplace and was rushed to hospital. They are alright im guessing.

What must the family be feeling now ? 

What manor of events is trying to playing out here ?

I feel an existential air of despair.

 The Vigil was a fantastic film. Well paced, spooky and not too exaggerated or smothered in special effects, but this is not what im here to post about. Every now and again a film comes along with too many coincidences. This is exactly what happened last night. 

So on deciding to watch the film I thought I would go for a bike ride around the valley. It was totally deserted, except for a Jewish family taking a walk. Now that is highly unlikely where I live. It rattled me to start with, but then seemed like a sign of something larger.

On watching the film a demon scratches the floor breaking a finger nail off. I had an accident a month ago working on my car where I did the same, add to that the fact that a man filled with guilt at a child being run over is at the center of the films story... and it all feels connected.

I dont know how all this works, but novels and films seem to tie in past and present events into their fictional plots. Maybe even future ones ?  I once heard an analogy that its like we see the wrong side of a woven picture, and it looks chaotic, but on the unseen side there is a clear picture that makes sense.

Could this be why some actors are superstitious or those involved in theater ? Is acting a ritual ? Is a story nearer to a spell or conjuring? The more I see the more I question.

 Here are some more interesting facts about the couple who are at the center of the tragic accident that occurred last week. Just two weeks ago a deranged man who lives in the center of the village attacked the womans car with a staff he carries, as he said she  drove too fast. He has done that to someone else recently too. Was this a premonition, or a warning of what was to come ? The vehicle in the accident was not a tractor, but a pickup ive now found out. 

Said  Mr Deranged is of course is a new comer, and apparently has a conviction for GBH. What a nice addition to the village then. Looking back he tried to strangle the same woman outside the pub in an altercation. Its worrying how routine I type this. He now has boards inside his house windows as someone threw a brick through one of them. He also tries it on with people wives so they say, hence the brick I guess.

The couple also  used to rent out a house just down the road. At the time it was a holiday let. It must be 10 years ago now, but I clearly remember a man staying there going up the valley of Deepdale and hanging himself. He used the man who ran over the childs rope. I also heard his reaction was " that was my best rope and I never got it back " A strange thing so say in such a tragic situation.

Strange what sort of picture can be conjured up when you start to join the historical dots of tragedy. 

I hate this mug. I dont think the designer ever tested it out. When you drink from it right handed the bee brushes on your lip. Its so irritating, and I dont know about you but I dont want a bee anywhere near my mouth. 

It alarmed me how primitive the triggers were that used to cause me anxiety. The hiss of a bottle opening was like a snake. A shadow falling over me was like being over shadowed by a predator. Dogs barking triggered fight or flight in me. It was so unavoidable and programmed deep in my nature, probably thousands of years ago.  This is why the brain is such a tough cookie to master.

Hmmmm.....?

 Write the word DENT in capitols. Hold the piece of paper in front of a mirror. Next turn it upside down.

 What does it spell ?