Assisted Dying Bill passed by 23 votes

Seems one now can truly GET OUT !

A stab in the dark ?

Did you know DEAD DAD adds up to 23 in Hebrew ? No, really ? lol  Well it does grab your attention around Fathers Day ! In fact it brought back to some rather disturbing things people have said randomly to me regarding death, both in jest and unintentionally. 
  The first ive mentioned before, was a trip to see a man called DAVID GRAVESTON. And it got worse when he advised me to visit DOUG GRAVES. For a moment i thought he was joking. The second one was just down right disturbing. My daughter a few months ago jokingly told me my name was DEATH SURELY ! Where she got that from ive no idea. It certainly stung a little though and i try not to dwell upon it too much.
  A friend this week told me his ex was being plagued by the number 42. In fact so extreme is it that she is having a tattoo of 42 ?! Not sure how this is going to work out for her. I googled her number in Hebrew word and the words DEAD DEAD DEAD jumped out at me. Im no expert about this Hebrew malarky but there seems to be some alignment, or so it appears to be. 
  Am i not long for this world then ? I think the concept of death here is representing change ( i hope ) If not then maybe i am being taunted ? So we have a positive and a negative view point. Of course it all may lead to nothing. This reeminds me of a scene from a film i once watched where a man with Hebrew letters on his teeth spends a life time sacrificing everything he has to try and work out why he was born with these teeth. A  Rabbi eventuality tells me after a ruined life time of tail chasing that " somethings just are ". 
  Ive included a take on 23 from Aliester Crowley. I hold much faith that this is what its all about. Again change, and a death of sorts. Have people turned up mention in this transformation sequence ? Well pick a number and stand in line...lol

New Years Day Remix Instrumental

I feel like im going to explode. I feel like something has pushed a 10 year re-set button in my head. I feel like i did before i started blogging, and thats not a good thing. I feel im waiting for a trigger and there maybe another tribulation ahead. Ten years ago i felt as though a new age was upon me, and it was. Tonight i feel nervous, open and bare, on edge, moody, vicious and free.Maybe my holiday has me jumping the rails ? It all originally started with a holiday you 
know...


Theres a very neat  23 Skiddoo synchronicity as a womans skirt blows up at 0.22 - 0.23 . A connection to a New York street. Unlikely to be accidental. Ive always suspected this DJ to have mystical connection as his music has magical power.

23 and me ( and a slow moving collision with a HGV )

Im all at 6's and 7's tonight as i have just returned from a weeks holiday in Wales. I found a very strange place literally a minutes walk from our holiday cottage, but i shall post about that later as yesterday something rather disturbing happened on a day out to the Welsh Island of Anglesy.
  All was going well until we came across a traffic jam of slow moving traffic. A few seconds after changing lane, and while driving at walking pace a big wagon bumped into the rear of our car bouncing it about a meter forward. Things got very weird  however when we pulled over to exchanged details. 
   The first thing i noticed on the drivers documents was that the truck had been registered as new and on the road on the 23rd of the month of May. The next thing that really rattled me was a car drove past us in the jam  as we exchanged details, and its registration number was a personnel plate and read 23 RE ! And later when i added up the numbers on the trucks reg, they amounted to a total of 23 !!! 
   This is all going to far and has me gittery tonight. I mean can a force manipulate a scenario as complex as the one above just to prove a point ? People have suggested to me that there must be some significant meaning of 23 to me personally in the past. My daughter was born on the 23rd for example...The meaning however seems to grow ever more important as the examples grow ever more extreme. Ive included photographs here to prove im not going mad.

The lorry was registered on the 23rd

The wagons reg plate adds up to 23

And finally the car that drove past us as we exchanged details !

Time to Get Out ?

  

This bank balance was from the day i set off on holiday about 3 years ago. I had £23 available in my account that day.

Setting off on holiday again this morning... and this time my account is £23 over drawn ! lol

23 The Break

Billy Monger, teen racing driver who lost both his legs in a horrific crash a few years ago, has won his first race since. His return to success was driving what numbered car do you think ? 23 of course...lol 



Meanwhile the Environment Agency has revoked  23 water abstraction rights in Norfolk.

Time to Get Out ?

Tesco is selling its mortgage banking service

It has 23,000 customers on its books

23 Skidoo

 

I recently met a man online who posted about the power of three. The first  strike or action taken shows intention, then the second strike opens a way ahead ,and the third manifested the completion. He posted a short beat of just a rapid 1,2, 3 sequence to demonstrate this. I then told him that i had a great respect for the number 23 ,and later on  that night i stumbled upon a band named 23 Skidoo. This song uses an odd rapid triple beat exactly the same as the one used in magick. I find this fascinating...

23 Skidoo - The Gospel Comes To New Guinea (1981)

There is something about this music. Something is trying to form....

???

23 Universities are to change their acceptance policy from Unconditional ( grades dont matter ) to a Conditional Unconditional policy ( Not a fucking clue what this means ) lol .  23 probably signifies the game is up here for educating people for commercial gain...

One extremity to another 22 / 23

Its been a while, years in fact, but advertisers are finally and actively embracing the number 23. The Radio time announcement in the news bulletins can not get enough of 23 either. Previously there was nothing but 22. That was frustratingly as near as they would get. Of course i noticed this aversion and avoidance as a sign that something was amiss, equally as much as when they now have swung the other way. I have been watching and listening for years !

Classic

Her final blog post 3 - 23  

23

OK....i can roll with it, two funerals this week both quoting Psalm 23

Two Grandparents funerals, one from each side of the family used Psalm 123 a few years ago...


Todays was more remarkable a tale from the mans childhood was told which saw him locking some people in s church for a joke....GET OUT ?   Yet another 23 joke. Something has a sense of humour ?

The cruel creators sport ?

Insults ! Crass observations ! Unbelievable painful words typical of past emotional upsets remanifesting...even now decades later, situations try to remanufacture themselves, and at this time of life ? Why i left that malarky behind a long while ago..didnt i ? It seems i am being tested and my response seals whether ive moved on or will fall into the old pitfalls....

23

Having sent a tyre for repair after weeks of messing around with a slow puncture, I am today informed that I will need a whole new tyre as it is not repairable. Of course the number 23 turns up on the alloy wheel. This probably means that all the alloy wheels will need replacing soon. I am having 2 balanced later this week and what bets they are buckled ? We shall see...

Update - the tyre constantly leaked to 23 p.s.i...the new tyre cost £123 and the wheel nut covers were 23mm in diameter. That's a lot of 23's !

Seasonal Alignmnent

Last year at my previous house in the village I always enjoyed watching the sun set having a clear view West. I soon noticed that the sun would set exactly in the V of a tree each evening during the first week of June. This always amused me as I took it as a sign that my holiday was due as this week has always been my time to get away. You could call this a kind of cosmic clock and it never ceased to make me quite giddy watching this surreal alignment.
  Last year was the same, but when I came home a week later on the 7th the sun continued to set in the V for the whole of June. As Ive said earlier this normally only happened for a week. It felt as though time had stopped and as the sun just set in that same place until July started. Could time be being manipulated ? Or was this just a regular anomaly that occurs every few years. I would love to know.
  What is interesting is that the earth sits 23 degrees on a slope on its axis ( what else eh ? ) I also know that there is a variation of several degrees on its rotation that acts as a wobble effect. Was this responsible for the sun hanging around longer in it setting position that normal last year ? Unfortunately I don't live there anymore so I cant check this out this year, well not unless I walk up the back path and the last time I did that after moving I burst into tears driving home. Too many memories there of esoteric rebirth, love , madness and death to be honest, on and magick. Anyway im straying from the point and my eyes are filling up so lets move on....

 

Above is the photograph I took as a reminder of how the view looked for one week each year, apart from last year when time appeared to " stop " !  Ive noticed that this photograph was taken on the 7 th of June and already you can see the suns setting position has moved slightly off centre of the V in the trunk. Why did it then stick there until July ?

Judas is mentioned  23 times in the Bible

Tales of the unexpected theme

I am currently enjoying watching the 70's British chiller series Tales of the Unexpected. The theme music still haunts me as it reminds me of my childhood which was very much overshadowed by living next door to a haunted manor house and living on a haunted farm. I am now once again living there as time has brought me back to roost again. This melody really captures how those dark childhood days felt.

  Anyway today one of the spin offs of watching this series is seeing how the episodes  were often filmed in winter and on very grey still afternoons. I take a very strange pleasure in watching the capturing of that days weather on film so long ago. A day that has long gone, but even its capture on film makes me feel melancholy. I felt that way in childhood about the weather and I get that feeling again now when watching this program. Its hard to explain.

  The opening title sequence was a series of various images that included tarot cards. For some very strange reason and totally by chance this clip just repeats the cards and nothing else. I don't know why. The cards are very relevant to me at this time and ive noticed them for a while as part of the titles. I know little of the cards meanings and ive never had them dealt but I do know the meanings of these cards as they came up in an online search to do with the number 23. Basically I see the end of a part of my life, the need to slow down and take stock and the search for a substantial person of organization to guide me or mould me. So that's a change of direction then. This is the only way forward as where I was at was killing me. Magick can give you help in the direction you want to attain, but whats the point if it damages you ? To grow to handle a situation must surely be done FIRST ? Well guess what ? Im now getting closer to that stage.

Today I saw 2 car number plates     CON 23   and  GLT 23 

A Mental Leap / A Joke of the General at the Expense of the Particular

Today Ive made a crashing discovery. People are making all the mistakes that I used to worry about making. I watch them manifesting one by beautiful one. This is important as I see I have been far too harsh on myself in the past. I am no more of a joke than anyone else is. In fact to quote a section from " 23 GET OUT " ....


" A MAN SHALL RID HIMSELF OF HIS PAST MISTAKES "    It seems I am indeed doing this however undoable this may sound. Fascinating, truly fascinating. I shall be much the better man when this is all finished. 23 is gradually unfurling new learnings for me. It has in fact stopped appearing, well almost.