Winter mode accomplished and fully initiated

Im shattered .Came home in a bad mood as I have still failed to find a proper pumpkin . OK its not a crises but the mood im in I could explode for any reason tonight ! Its funny , every year it gets to November and I think my seasonal disorder isn't as bad this year , then as the clocks go back , BANG , it suddenly hits me ... My eyes are sore , im tired , I feel physically weaker too . Mentally im a bit hyper , and yes more outspoken and bullish as I predicted or you may have noticed ! I also have a delicious appetite for anything that gives me pleasure . Im lusting for good films to watch ! Im living for the moment and no longer see far ahead , just the now