Tuesday, 5 November 2013
Changes
My mood is really changing . Im short tempered and verbally sharp tongued . Tonight I almost ( well virtually ) stormed off at the bonfire . I have about three seconds to catch my temper though before a rage takes over . This is classic me at this time of year . Worse though today , every time someone spoke I presumed it was to me and not someone near by , even though this was obviously the case . Mistakes and perceiving peoples intentions incorrectly is the worst product of this seasonal disorder . Another classic symptom I get is a fuzzy head for figures . I cant remember figures for very long or add them up . My mind feels full of mud and so dull and slow , but ask me for any subjective view on any subject and i'll blow you away and wax lyrical ! Certain mental traits are enhanced and certain everyday ones are depleted . These are the mental effects , but of course the physical ones are worrying too , but I just grind on through those....
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Are you sure this is from seasonal disorder? I sort of get the same symptoms, but I've been under a lot of stress for three years plus now, so there are "other" things going on. Wow, I hope you start to feel better soon. Could you perhaps take a short vacation somewhere to get away for a bit?
ReplyDeleteYes the symptoms do sound stress related , but im the least stressed ive been in several years . I feel a different person in winter . This always begins as the days shorten in October , peaks in December and starts to decline in March . Hope you are OK as you seem to have a lot to deal with too . Im going looking for closure soon on a certain situation thats been a huge upheaval for me over the last few years. Thats going to be interesting .
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