The time is near...

Im feeling very uneasy . This moon that's showing as a half crescent tonight is going to bring some big changes . This funnily will reach a peak around the time of the coming full moon . Well who would have guessed that ? I shall soon see what ive become over these last two seasons . Either a return to the old with a touch of bravado or a new balanced me . I cant say I have a preference either way . Maybe Im considering the merits of Tao ?  Its a concept that does not come natural to me as controlling the uncontrollable is my job in some respects , also my job entails working with the unstoppable seasons so its all " swings and roundabouts " then when deciding if this path is an option . I must be truly tired to be even considering this .