A dark side

One nasty by product of mystical thinking that comes from linking events together to create a bigger picture by sometimes by playing " fast and loose " mentally is that one negative coincidence can flip you easily into a paranoid state building a whole negative world around one little coincidence . This is a dangerous by product . If you learn to think like this about exciting things and you drift off to a existential big picture , beware it can cut both ways sadly . You have been warned..... In order to see a subjective mystical picture you MUST surrender logical thinking but unlock that gate and it may be hard to keep the negative mental horse from bolting as such . I have found this out too late .I need to learn to put that mental " safety catch " back on or the cost could be dear .  Of course I have now contradicted my last post but such is the mystical world . Its all in the game  as they say.....