Everynow and again.....

Occasionally I write stuff on my blog and wake up the next morning with that sinking feeling . It comes with being a " suggestible lunar type " as Dion Fortune would say . Im sure we've all thought  " why did I post that "!  But this morning I have to finally ask my self what I believe . Editing my content cannot change my views but maybe not everything should be a post able proposition .
 Being involved in this esoteric scene can be quite heady . This is not normal life and it can be hard to keep your feet on the ground . Its an unusual path. If an apology is needed , its given . There again im too neurotic anyway . Still  there are some big questions to answer . When you have evidence of  " magic " to hold physically or on a photograph you've taken then im afraid the logical mind can no longer run away . Im reaching that stage today as the rain falls . Is this blog still the correct forum for it ? Well its far from perfect but its all ive got . If it throws up the odd thing you find hard to accept or disturbs you then I guess im in good company because what I find does unsettle me sometimes .
  Ive written about syncronicitys  that if genuine are mind blowing and if just coincidence  are still mind blowing . For some of them that have occurred  yesterday  Im equally amazed either way ....       I will not post any further correspondence on yesterdays synchronicity subject on line . Im rattled alright , and im going to need some answers . How can a news paper article be all that ?  I removed the post details about it because its a step past my understanding .My minds a buzzing......