Watching the moon so high in the hazy sky tonight I am thinking about how mad these last two months have been . Each week my sanity is tested by events I cant print on here anymore . Im on a new path .
Ive been looking back at past posts and shall re-post them if they illuminate who or the person ive become . Partly for closure and partly to cheer me up as im a bit lost at the moment .
Its an electric night out side . Still , misty and a very high heady moon . Just knowing like minded souls out there me helps tonight ....
Its no good I cant sleep , all is light up outside in moonlight . Im frustrated as I cant find words to describe how I feel about the atmosphere . Its an intense atmosphere but also inert . Powerful but benign . Once you've lived by the moon a night like tonight awakens the power in you and you feel like your letting it slip through your fingers . Ive a feeling events maybe turning but which way ? Dare I believe ? My house is creaking as it does at these times . Little cracks and pin prick taps . As I returned home tonight my skin tingled with the static inside . Tonight I feel old emotions and hungers . Im going to have to re-group my senses and come to some kind of plan . Half living is no use tonight ....
You definitely are a very lunar type. I don't mean that to sound derogatory. You just seem very sensitive to it.
ReplyDeleteYes , that's true . Late last night was not pleasant . Emotions good or bad are amplified . After a long summer i'd forgotten how powerful an Autumn moon is . I can only imagine how intense it must have been last night in Tintagel , Cornwall . Of Course this is also linked to water / feminine forces out there . This makes life " interesting "....
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