Its coming .....

Not really sure what I'm trying to say here but I was planning to do something this weekend but have changed my mind . Even if I had tried  to do it im not sure it would have been achievable . I want to do it but also keep looking for excuses not to . So here I am sat feeling a bit sorry for my self but also wondering if ive missed out on anything at all ? I shall never know . What I do know however is that as every week goes by I'm finding less excuses not to do it !  Mmmmm , not doing a thing then wondering whether you missed out or NOT ?  I can feel several different conflicting view points about this subject . You see closure is coming but I must put in the effort when im finally up to it .....