The face of God ?

I believe there are many instances that people can experience a moment that is for them personally for want of a better phrase is  a   " staring into the face of God experience  " . An event that is not necessarily religious but has the same strength of emotions and impact on your life. It maybe caused by a physical place or maybe a mystical moment . You may experience this through another person though I think this is rare as people are only human and " love " is probably as far as we can perceive our shallow emotions . Also the likely hood of being in a relationship with such a person is millions to one . Anyway it doesn't matter where we find this experience only the emotions we feel can validate it as the real thing .
  I would say from my experiences a typical reaction would be out right terror and an inability to carry on with an everyday existence . Yes terror is not too strong a word . Fear and trembling being more accurate . Your life will never be the same again . Having access or not to the original circumstances will become critical . Here the trouble starts as the dreaded everyday order sticks its oar in . To have your experience taken from you by others ( intentional or not ) takes its toll over time . The lives of many others become entwined with yours casting your most treasured experience to the twists of worldly happenings   . This is the ultimate stress . Its hard enough to process your emotions yourself without the twists of what the world can dream up   . Your soul is already in peril , then others unintentionally start dismantling your dream . Unacceptable ! My soul has been torn apart for four years . How I made it through I will never know . Its been like exposure to radiation . A slow cumulative affect ...This sounds very odd , but this is how it feels . I can see now why ive suffered so much . Its been epic . A few weeks ago I wouldn't have dared write this .