Somewhere in between ?

Hardraw Falls

 Today has been an uneasy day. Im on " staycation " as they say and what is odd about it is the fact this is the week spring tuns into summer, and ive been away for that week all my life except 2 years ago under lock down rules. Its unsettling because I shouldn't be here, but also I dont feel well enough to travel far anyway. Add to that having spare time is really what I dont need at the moment as my mind needs keeping off my aliment, but there again I need a rest. Its finding a balance. When I feel anxious I find myself doing jobs around the garden and I feel like I cant stay still for long. Im surprised how work on the farm has kept my mind off things. Strange as usually Im going crazy just to get away.

Today we visited a waterfall by mistake...lol Well we found  another waterfall other than the one we visited years ago that we were searching for. On the way I had a row with my daughter. When we reached the water fall entrance there was a very young girl close to tears behind the cafe counter as her boss was criticizing her. Then at the actual waterfall a couple were arguing " Just keep out of it. Its none of our business " lol One of those tense days it seems.

Two strange things happened during the meal out. I heard a conversation at a table of Americans and one of them mentioned a " wall of crystal glass at Los Angeles " and at that moment a sun beam shone onto a table of empty glassed shining rays sparkling off them. The second was the name Conrad mentioned in their conversation just as we had mentioned the name at our table a few seconds ago.

Talking of strange things my sister visited yesterday and she has been left with little or no voice after her laryngitis. She had to type into her phone what she wanted to say about 80% of the time. She had a speaking app that was just surreal. There was no heated arguments then. This comes after 6 month spell of vertigo and a painful correcting procedure she wont talk about. We have both been quite unwell then. She may have to give up her teaching job if its not resolved, though she is waiting for an appointment with an ENT specialist.