Fuming !

 So I tried to contact my private health ear specialist today only to find she is off work for 2 weeks. I ask when my appointment might be to discuss a solution and Im told I need a CT scan first and there is a 6 week wait. Ive paid around £500 now and all ive got is a quick sinus inspection, some vitamins and minerals and a rather impressive hearing test that tells me my ears are too sensitive which I already know. This has not gone well. Ive been on a merry go round of false hope. I have now rung the hearing center that did the test on the off chance they have some kind of hearing plug sound calmer or something. This is the sum total of 2 months. I am also going back to the NHS to see if increasing my dose of anti depressants slightly might improve things for me. I mean they have helped with noise and if it a mental issue... Thank goodness ive made some improvement and im in a more  comfortable position in daily life than I was , even if I dont feel up to socializing or travelling far. Its funny how everything is bullshit in the end, even when you pay for it. Lesson learned.