Feeling a bit better so I thought I'd post this music I listened to all night when I had covid and now im listening to again after another sinus infection. Luckily I have some different antibiotics to last time as they killed my appetite, and before I ordered my current ones I finished off the remaining 24h I couldnt stomach last time and they had the same effect, again. Maybe it wasnt covid that destroyed my appetite back in Dec ?
What is the same this time is the panicking feelings im getting and the controllable shaking. Im combating this with wine, a little at night helps me relax. eases my stomach and sooths my head. I never normally drink though. Thats something new for me ! So is listening to this rolling stress relief music in bed after drink. There is something relaxing about this as the looped tune looses your sense of time.
Now what is strange is that before this started again this music came up on my YouTube, almost like a premonition. A series of events have happened on the farm like clockwork again to. I notice these these patterns.
Ridiculous update - I got stressed thinking I could have a drink on these new pills. Turns out a little is ok...lol Its strange the things we find ourselves doing that we would never have dreamed doing of once.
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ReplyDeleteHoping you recover soon.
ReplyDeleteThanks. Three days of pills left, so really hope so.
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