The Fear

Some will have a vivid mental image of the life they aim for, or would want to live if it were possible. An ideal lifestyle. An ideal existence even. I do as well, but I also have a vision of the opposite; This is the fear that my life may have been but for the grace of God, like some that I see out there. You see some people just living empty dull existences, they are fat, lazy, have fat lazy children, eat junk all the time, drive dull cars, watch mindless T.V series, buy cheap clothes ect. You see them and they are totally unaware of how they live, and worst of all they will leave NOTHING behind of any use when they leave this planet. They will have consumed vast amounts of energy to produce nothing. Their lives will have been spent sleep walking from one calamity to the next. Can you imagine the horror of living like that and not even being aware of it ? To have even a hint of substance and style in your outlook, work or even personal possessions I feel is essential  somehow. Does that sound shallow heaping so much onto the meaning of worldly possessions ? Im no style guru for sure, but I find pleasure in simple, rugged quality items. Maybe Im in love with the idea of our higher selves being reflected in our lower ? Yes, that's it ! Nailed it !