A new reality beyond irreality / This is a new age for me .

I shall tell what I found this week at Glastonbury. I have mentioned this to a few people in real life as they say, and it hasn't gone down well. Christians mock my fear, some people crack jokes. Of course some find it just not remarkable as I have a certain reputation for strange out looks. Have I become a " mimic ? " . I have talked so long on things in a subjective way as all mysticism must be portrayed ,but last week I experienced something CONCRETELY  REAL !!!   This is a majour change. My mind is not on the everyday. This may have huge repercussions in the way this summer maps out. Odd things have started happening already... I feel humble and small. I have tears in my eyes. Why ?