" ... a man shall rid himself of his mistakes... " 23 Aliester Crowley
Over the past weeks I have watched people in general stumble, mis-judge and make small mistakes and mis-judgements. Its been quite nice to see that I am not the only one to sometimes say something stupid, or not quite understand where another was coming from. This means a lot to me and my own self esteem feels all the better for it. As regarding the past I feel that it was not a mistake even if life has moved on to a new chapter. I can also see now the times I was too obsessive about things, and the damage it did to me and those around me. I guess I have " rid " myself of my " mistakes " because I can see others making the same ones funnily, but now I am lucky enough to see how to live situations better in the future !
I feel different after my experience of a force in the Glastonbury Chalise Garden. I feel a little more aware of the everyday world, and a little more aware of the mundane and the everyday things that must have a certain level of attention once again !
Im not chasing anything at any cost nowadays.
Last weekend I went to a childs dedication at a Methodist chapel ( I was brought up a Methodist ) and as I looked around I thought of all the " Unseen things " that I have either experienced or photographed even, I then contrasted that against the service and hymns I was singing, and I realised as Dion Fortune said that conventional Christians are only seeing half the picture and are half a sleep . Ah, f**** it I'll say it ; a sleep of reason no less.
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