Wednesday, 15 January 2014

Mine own worst enemy

I am going through a crazy stage when how I perceive written words and the general meaning behind them changes day to day . I can read something one day and think negative , the next day positive . This is not nice as I loose the happiness in things . This has happened before . I think until I destroy or erode that which I value . I hate this routine , it reminds me of the past . Reality blurs . This makes me angry !

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  1. This happens with me, but rather more so what people actually say.

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  2. Thats what I meant to say really . Its tiring . I blame all the subjective type mystical thinking ive done . I think it seeps into other parts of our judgement allowing unwanted false fears to take root . Our reality starts to distort . Its the only regret or unwanted by product ive had of this path , I dont think there's a solution . I understand how costly this mindset can be .

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