I found a song title by a band recently called " The Seventeen Year Locust " . This suggests a plague which appears every 17 years to decimate its surroundings . This reminds me of a comment I made myself a while ago as to how I find myself in similar situations at various periods of my life . I went on to say how ive learnt from each time this happens and thought it was a repetitive cycle . Today a 17 year cycle theory looks appealing . The said blogger commented that she thought there maybe a repetitive type hell present in life . That could be true, possibly I found this picture while googling for a locust image . This ties the two themes in together very nicely . No, this image is not linked to the band who's song title first inspired me to write this post . Maybe someone has made a similar connection before .It looks that way . The important part is what we LEARN from re-occurring crises !Tuesday, 26 November 2013
The seventeen year locust ?
I found a song title by a band recently called " The Seventeen Year Locust " . This suggests a plague which appears every 17 years to decimate its surroundings . This reminds me of a comment I made myself a while ago as to how I find myself in similar situations at various periods of my life . I went on to say how ive learnt from each time this happens and thought it was a repetitive cycle . Today a 17 year cycle theory looks appealing . The said blogger commented that she thought there maybe a repetitive type hell present in life . That could be true, possibly I found this picture while googling for a locust image . This ties the two themes in together very nicely . No, this image is not linked to the band who's song title first inspired me to write this post . Maybe someone has made a similar connection before .It looks that way . The important part is what we LEARN from re-occurring crises !
Monday, 25 November 2013
A new chapter ahead
This weekend I started out on my exploration of Aleister Crowley's ; Book of Lies . A very dark , devious and negative book right ? Well the lie is suggested as any singular , absolute thought or statement thus any slight deviation from what is perceived as absolute truth by the thinker is probably a lot nearer the REAL truth , but will be perceived as a " lie " because of the unavoidable contradiction .
The book is a collection of cyphers , riddles , verses and statements which are enough to make you give up at first glance , hence you must browse . By doing so you will go exactly to where your instincts tell you or maybe your inner self wants to wander I like to think .
I solved a particular puzzle straight away . An address had always enamoured me . A number and a house name seemed a strange combination . Ive always sensed this , but never remotely knew why . Well I discovered the combination was a very wry joke . How could an address be a joke ? Well the number was 23 which means " get out ! " , and the house name was a term used for voluntary and permanent incarceration for the purpose of religious enlightenment !!! A walled in religious fanatic being told to get out ! Of course one must then think in what context do I take a discovery in ? This is a humorous discovery , but I guess there are much larger lessons ahead for me .
I had a crises of faith at the weekend when I questioned whether this blog was doing my reputation any good and I then saw occult thing are very much in my blood and there is a world out there of people like me and actually this isn't such a silly or more importantly dangerous subject to invest time in . Ive been guilty of pride and vanity recently and its time to remain true to myself . " Do what thou whilst shall be the whole of the law ! " Never has that been more true .
The book is a collection of cyphers , riddles , verses and statements which are enough to make you give up at first glance , hence you must browse . By doing so you will go exactly to where your instincts tell you or maybe your inner self wants to wander I like to think .
I solved a particular puzzle straight away . An address had always enamoured me . A number and a house name seemed a strange combination . Ive always sensed this , but never remotely knew why . Well I discovered the combination was a very wry joke . How could an address be a joke ? Well the number was 23 which means " get out ! " , and the house name was a term used for voluntary and permanent incarceration for the purpose of religious enlightenment !!! A walled in religious fanatic being told to get out ! Of course one must then think in what context do I take a discovery in ? This is a humorous discovery , but I guess there are much larger lessons ahead for me .
I had a crises of faith at the weekend when I questioned whether this blog was doing my reputation any good and I then saw occult thing are very much in my blood and there is a world out there of people like me and actually this isn't such a silly or more importantly dangerous subject to invest time in . Ive been guilty of pride and vanity recently and its time to remain true to myself . " Do what thou whilst shall be the whole of the law ! " Never has that been more true .
Saturday, 23 November 2013
Do I need to justify this / why am I doing so ?
There are those who cant deal with the facts ive found , there are those who stick their heads in the sand , some run away from the things they find , some grab a prescription from their doctor after having strange unexplained phenomena . Ive seen it all . Ive never pulled any punches on this blog . If its written its how ive found it . Should I always present what I find ? Well yes because I judge my followers to make up their own minds .
Friday, 22 November 2013
Wednesday, 20 November 2013
Wenesday night 23:29
Its a very stormy night , the wind is roaring making a racket down my wood burning stove chimney . There has been a gusty wind this afternoon blowing the leaves in strange eddies in the farm yard . This reminds me of a book I read quite intensely .
My gums are really sore around my teeth , and my stomach doesn't feel quite right . I can hear the lashing rain showers blowing around coming from random directions on the wind . Winter is truly here .
I had what might be called a peak experience tonight for the first time maybe . I say peak as it was different to anything else ive felt until now . It was caused by a single line in a film " Perhaps he's happier with his own kind " The line gave me a wonderful glow inside and a wry sense of rebellion , and a sense of isolation from the ordinary world out there tonight . I felt totally at peace as though these last few years were all leading up to the person I am today today . I feel I have found my own kind recently .
Finally even though its a very cloudy night the moon is still burning through the clouds into sight occasionally before once again disappearing into the murkiness . This reminds me intensely of another bloggers video post of a moon scene they made a while ago . Yes very much so .
Due to events im not feeling all I should at the moment . A bit numb you might say . I told someone I felt emotionaly exhausted recently , and I am . I don't deny it !
My book by AC arrived today , and even the author says the book may seem to have been written to insult you in its complex and cryptic style . Im not in the mood for deep thought at the moment , but a quick glance found me reading a paragraph about how the way out of something was not the same way as you came into it ...
I have decided to leave two friendships behind or a least not actively persue them . If they return without any effort then im still here . I too tired for crap like that anymore or games . I crave normality . I really do . Its nice typing tonight in a warm room , gale outside , my candle burning ect . Im not where I expected to be this time last week . Ive come to realise sometimes some situations end just because they do , they just cant exist anymore . Im to tired to ask or enquire why ....
My gums are really sore around my teeth , and my stomach doesn't feel quite right . I can hear the lashing rain showers blowing around coming from random directions on the wind . Winter is truly here .
I had what might be called a peak experience tonight for the first time maybe . I say peak as it was different to anything else ive felt until now . It was caused by a single line in a film " Perhaps he's happier with his own kind " The line gave me a wonderful glow inside and a wry sense of rebellion , and a sense of isolation from the ordinary world out there tonight . I felt totally at peace as though these last few years were all leading up to the person I am today today . I feel I have found my own kind recently .
Finally even though its a very cloudy night the moon is still burning through the clouds into sight occasionally before once again disappearing into the murkiness . This reminds me intensely of another bloggers video post of a moon scene they made a while ago . Yes very much so .
Due to events im not feeling all I should at the moment . A bit numb you might say . I told someone I felt emotionaly exhausted recently , and I am . I don't deny it !
My book by AC arrived today , and even the author says the book may seem to have been written to insult you in its complex and cryptic style . Im not in the mood for deep thought at the moment , but a quick glance found me reading a paragraph about how the way out of something was not the same way as you came into it ...
I have decided to leave two friendships behind or a least not actively persue them . If they return without any effort then im still here . I too tired for crap like that anymore or games . I crave normality . I really do . Its nice typing tonight in a warm room , gale outside , my candle burning ect . Im not where I expected to be this time last week . Ive come to realise sometimes some situations end just because they do , they just cant exist anymore . Im to tired to ask or enquire why ....
Tuesday, 19 November 2013
Orbs ?
I have only noticed this today as I looked at the photo's I took on Sunday . There are Orbs , but I must admit it was a day of very fine drizzle so maybe its just droplets of water on my camera lense , right ? BUT look there is an orb shape reflected in the surface of the water . How do I know its not on my lense ? Well there is a disturbance on the waters surface that passes OVER the top of the orb shape . I dont recall that wake in the water either . I dont think it was my flash as its a very round shape . It begs the question ; what dimension are orbs in then ?
Monday, 18 November 2013
The full moon forces a crises and a half
There seems to be a theme of regret running through my " real world " friends at the moment . It seems to be a running theme in the build up to this full moon . Ive seen many crisis's this moon , worst fears manifesting and peoples nightmares coming true . A mis carriage occurred , another acquaintance had a baby rushed to hospital , I was involved in a road accident ect Others are regretting their choices and wanting change . Ive seen one once vibrant person reduced to a zombie basically . I too have experienced my nightmare in a dream like manner . There is also a daily tension in my surroundings and people I know that's starting to affect me . I can intimately feel it . Its transferred to me . I shouldn't be feeling it but I am . As with any dark cloud it will pass over . The last time I could sense such darkness was last Christmas .
Oh and the loud water noise is back again ...
Oh and the loud water noise is back again ...
Perceptions
Take a perception you have about any strong subject , Then look into said subject . You will find your original perceptions were totally wrong . Its always this way about subjects you have no experience with . This applies to everyone . The Occult is a big one . Its a word we may as well abandon , even if its definition is only " something hidden " Its a word so misaligned it needs reinventing...
Tiger , tiger
http://www.daypoems.net/poems/441.html
For several seasons ive been haunted by references to tigers or images of tigers . A synchronicity no less . Round and round has the " tiger , tiger " line gone in my head . This recently accelerated when I saw an advert for a book on how to improve writing skills bore this line on its cover . The next morning , just as I woke up ( funny how it always happens at that time ) I caught the last few lines of another William Blake poem , which of course caused me to sit up and ask some questions . Of course I read the above poem last summer as a matter of interest . Also at that time another blogger who never posts anything put the poem on his blog which also got me thinking . Today I can see so clearly what its all about . Mystical and Occult awakening .... well that's what I read into it ! Perception is everything ...
For several seasons ive been haunted by references to tigers or images of tigers . A synchronicity no less . Round and round has the " tiger , tiger " line gone in my head . This recently accelerated when I saw an advert for a book on how to improve writing skills bore this line on its cover . The next morning , just as I woke up ( funny how it always happens at that time ) I caught the last few lines of another William Blake poem , which of course caused me to sit up and ask some questions . Of course I read the above poem last summer as a matter of interest . Also at that time another blogger who never posts anything put the poem on his blog which also got me thinking . Today I can see so clearly what its all about . Mystical and Occult awakening .... well that's what I read into it ! Perception is everything ...
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