I have a profound feeling that ive come a full circle in these last 12 months. It hit me like a wave yesterday. A sense of normality is returning in my mood, and with it the anger of the inevitable December bad luck sequence which started again this week. My car key fell in bits stranding my wife who was borrowing one of my cars because hers was in the garage. My daughter fell down the school steps. The dryer has broken and a slurry scraper has broken, again. Everything is happening again.
Its a simple fact that " You can change the words but you cant change the tune ". These December events are an eternal tune. Only how I react to them matters now. There is also a bad " flu " bug going around the valley. I really hope this is not going to be a repeated pattern for me as well. It sounds like covid but people are calling it flu. Hmmm. When we want something to vanish, in desperation we change its name. I predicted this would happen. It had to.
My daughter said I should lock myself in a cupboard until after Christmas....lol
It's been happening to me too, the bad luck sequence. I would say the past two days or so. It really does seem like a race to the bottom during December. Not health-wise, but in other ways.
ReplyDeleteYou bring up a very good point re: how people only want to see what they want to see. It's an eternally irritating thing that humans do.
Minimal sunlight and high expectations of happiness and fun clash. Christmas here used to be at the start of January when the days brightened.
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