Every year when November approaches my mindset drops off a cliff. My objective thoughts go haywire and are totally lacking in judgement. My subjective thoughts get out of control and i can convince myself of anything. I can look at black and see white almost.
Having been through this messy period before i have an unwritten rule that i never make any major decisions in my life during the 2 months before Christmas as judgement is awful. I can expand this also as to what i post on facebook as my judgement of whats acceptable goes right out of the window as i totally and utterly " forget myself ". This all reaches a peak at Christmas and the shortest day. Thank god i have this blog as a place to air such ideas...a safety valve. Cant do too much self inflicted damage here, can i ?
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