Today is the the 21st of December , the shortest day . My birthday no less . I cant sleep as the moon is shining through my window . Well I sensed it was there before the clouds parted . As they parted my suspicions were confirmed ! Ah ha ... gottcha ! Lurking in the dark hazey night , all hidden from the ordinary world . Yes im hyped ,,,no I cant sleep . Ive strained my arm and shoulder which isn't helping either as I cant get comfortable in any position to sleep.
Ive learnt a lot this year . Ive learnt to accept the amazing . Ive learnt that sometimes " shit just a happens " , ive learnt to say goodbye to things when I don't want to . Ive learnt when not to give up too , despite how ive felt . Only now have I acquired this balance . This year has been an almighty re-balancing act . Today im calm so I guess ive done a good job of it . Its strange to have no over bearing anxiety in particular . No plans . No projects . Is this normality ? Its as amazing as the unbelievable , just a little harder to grasp that's all . Call me self congratulating , but I like that last line . Hey if I cant blow my own trumpet now , when can I ? lol
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