I must admit I seem to have an uncanny knack of acquiring what I want . This is common when reguarding everyday items that are very specific or rare . Overtime Ive see this pattern . These items are not of much monetary value but they are things that I badly wanted . They are often items ive owned in the past and are now out of fashion , hence I know when they appear that something is amiss . Other people who know me well have also commented that this seems true . Someone told me this would be so for me several years ago because my birth date was the on Winter Equinox . He was right .
This gift also can be expanded to the question of people . I forged a remarkable friendship with someone for a while that defied lifes constraints and rules . I danced on the rules as they say . I saw people change their lives to further accommodate my situation . I watched a kind of gravity at work as my events were pulled by brute force toward me . Of course such events take a mental toll and I couldn't keep it up for ever as life changed cataclysmalicaly for me .
As always there was a twist , but isn't there always ? I noticed that these twists appear when events are about to bear fruit . Ive come to call these little irritations or obstacles ;
a snake at the gate ! ie: Some last minute unexpected obstacle . They always seem essential when life's path is changed for your benefit . They are to be rejoiced at as they are a symptom that progress is in situ .
Today ( next June ) im bound for Glastonbury and I feel a return to the esoteric . This isn't quite yet though and I need some ordinary world time first . At the moment the thing I find most amazing is a bland ordinary day or weekend ! This shows where ive been these last few years . It proves ive been somewhere else . The ordinary may well disappear soon but this time I must keep one foot on the ground because when the time comes for it all to end I cant afford the cost I had accumulated last time . Balance must be the key !
The journey continues today on Blogger as this scene enables me to find a remarkable likeness of myself to some extent , a sounding board or mentor of much experience . Yes my life has been tough at times but I have also been " lucky " when it really counted . I feel this is a balancing equation and sure this must be the sign of some kind of order ? I use the term order very loosely .
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It turns out that Glastonbury Tor has had close associations to the legendary King Arthur in the past , in that respect it has much in common with the village of Tintagel in Cornwall that Ive visited several times . This should be very interesting . To my surprise I see a few miles away on the map a Cadbury Castle ( rumoured to be the site of King Arthur's legendary castle Camelot , of course Tintagel also makes the same claim it is said . I guess its all a bit subjective in the world of legends ! ) 
As Winter is chugging along , and my mind is turning to where I would like to go on holiday next June . Cornwall has been my destination of choice as the weather there is good , but not too hot as being by the sea brings a nice breeze . Its always a nice way to start Summer . I also have a strong link to the coastal areas and have had several quite intense supernatural type experiences there . Things manifest visually to me there . I would go so far as to say they welcome me . Ive had some intense times near Boscastle , but today I feel I need a change of scene , even if only for my daughter not having to put up with an 8 hour journey . Its time for somewhere a bit nearer !