One to watch out for.....

I must admit i have had some odd moments by the sea around a full moon . I have seen some very strange people behaving erratically , nay even mysteriously ! ( always women ) and Scotland was the scene this year . Even a very level headed friend spotted how odd  the scene  was watching was  i was watching .  I smiled a knowing smile...  Each time this happens  i have sensed something is wrong or just not right about  some sights ive seen   . How can i explain how it feels ? Well Ive summed it up . When i was in Cornwall at Port Issac the BBC was filming DOC MARTIN on a raised veranda outside a pub . It was a crowd scene . As i watched from a distance it just didn't look real . Too perfect and the crowd didn't move naturally as it was all actors trying to act " natural " This aroused my suspicions and instincts and tested my perception . You can tell when a happening doesn't ring true or just ain't from or caused by natural events because its subtlety wrong or even ridiculously personal , maybe embarrassingly so . So keep an eye out for  " actor's " playing their part . A thrilling experience and quite rare ... Thank goodness as all sanity may be lost   Am i joking ?  Those who know will know as they say.......

The bitter sea...

Its been a while since i updated this page as there is so much i cant put on here . Well the news is full of water tragedy's involving parents and young children and the sea .
1) A English child killed by freak wave on a beach in Spain last week
2) Three children and their father drowned as their boat over turned on a sea  loch at Gairloch
3)At Bude in Cornwall a mother and child died in a strong tidal current
 
All terrible tragedy's in volving the sea all within a week of each other . Very sad but also very odd....

August again

Every August i can remember there has been a personal crises happening to me or those near me . Wether its the summer drawing to a close i dont know but an event always crushes me for a while and this year is no different . Nothing serious just a personal soul searching phase . Maybe im using an conventional  tool  to do a maverick job . Unlike me isnt it ? Maybe i need a more wilder chaotic measuring device which might leave me happier . Like for like will work.... Ive forgotten some situations are fragile when put under scrutiny and are best left un annilized to roam as they want as i have a weakness to take all personaly and throw the baby out with the dish water

Do nothing day

What a day . Hot , wet , drizzely . A give up day . No moon at all , dreary slack tide do nothing day . Dont make any effort to achieve anything today as it will be wasted . We get everything we want but the time scale is far longer than we plan thats all . As long as we make a start thats the key and always the hardest part . Am i sounding too opportunistic ?!

121

" The sun shall not smite thee , nor the moon by night ! "      121

FAMILY GUY

And know i play the waiting game .... FAMILY GUY

When in Rome

Well how fast the tide turns . Nights are now moon light mostly and most welcome it is . Va va vooom !
  A friend of the family has returned from a holiday in Cornwall also with a bizarre tale to tell about a full moon week .... At least I'm not the only one !!!  A full moon week down there is not to be taken lightly as once certain experiences have been had without your permission you can feel forced to see things in a new light . At first its disturbing , eventually a new path if ya want that kinda thing.....  And a year later you will look back with great affection at your " first "  " experience ! "   Its a funny road but it would have been anyway.... wouldnt it ?

Quote of truth...

" The power of love is harder to sustain by far than the easy brutal power of pain !  "

What else can i say ?

Surely the biggest luxury is to be able to switch off . I guess thats what drugs and alcohol is made for , niether of which i partake in for many reasons , some historic , some moral , some based on out right fear !!!!
  The nights are pulling in again arent they ? And there are gonna be looong dull evenings doing not much but there are looong light evenings not doing much now so i guess its all perception ; the day light ours equaling more  " pleasure " . Work seems to make me the happiest at the moment and weekends drag ......   Facebook isnt the fun it once was . Comments dry up as people drift along to new times . Well it was fun once !!!  
  Having my mind blown by my new Dion Fortune / Gareth Knight book especialy learnig about coicedences . Mmmmmm   mentaly unbalancing even .....