August again

Every August i can remember there has been a personal crises happening to me or those near me . Wether its the summer drawing to a close i dont know but an event always crushes me for a while and this year is no different . Nothing serious just a personal soul searching phase . Maybe im using an conventional  tool  to do a maverick job . Unlike me isnt it ? Maybe i need a more wilder chaotic measuring device which might leave me happier . Like for like will work.... Ive forgotten some situations are fragile when put under scrutiny and are best left un annilized to roam as they want as i have a weakness to take all personaly and throw the baby out with the dish water