Ive made some stupid mistakes recently. Some potentially embarrassing ones that I quickly rectified in time, and some not. When a pattern emerges like this it is very hard to break it as one mistake unsettles you and lines you up for another, as does the shock of suddenly discovering you've messed up somehow initially. Once, twice and a third time ahead ? Sometimes you even wonder if its all out of your control like a synchronicity chain. Is it happening anyway however hard you try ? I know that can happen and it scares me.
That's happened to me before too when I ALMOST messed something up by just not paying attention or some other quirk, or else the mistake was caught just in time. It really is a very disturbing experience. Sometimes I still have dreams about doing something wrong and then I wake up and realise that kind of thing can cause trauma.
ReplyDeleteIt knocks your confidence and you call yourself into question. Not nice.
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