Arcade Fire - Creature Comfort (Official Video)

Stumbled across this brilliant song....

 Eventually everything we do just becomes the work of a dead man.

Good old internet...

Mostly Peaceful Nottingham Stabby-Man

Seems im not the only one who cackles manically at tragedy. He explains this reason for doing so better than I did. This nut case stabber was black, and I said  it would be so even before any cctv  footage appeared on the news. The police issue a stock arrest photo...wtf ? And of course the arm is white...lol Even a person filming the eventual arrest from a window obscured the mans face from the shot with some scaffolding on the building they were filming from. Now thats precision ! 

Nobody really cares. They hold vigils with candles and then forget.

 Its a sleepy wet warm summer afternoon. Im in a lazy mood. Ive had an all day breakfast at Morrisons and ive then driven home, fell asleep in my car and woken up for steak and chips. 

The British way ?

 It happened before I could even stop myself... Once again someone was waving their arms about at me as I drove past. Often its accompanied by shouting and an indignant angry face. Last time this happened an instinct kicked in so quickly that I stopped my car and reversed back up to the couple who were complaining and gesturing me to slow down

" Now whats the problem " I said to them in a calm voice.

 " You were going a bit fast " They replied.

  To which I answered " I live here and I wont have a visitor telling me how fast I need to drive through the village " 

She replied equally calmly though a little surprised " Oh, alright then "

As I drove off I thought what a civilized exchange it was, and how it could have been so much more unpleasant. 

Whats surprising here is that I had backed up before I had even thought about the situation. I guess I was " triggered " as they say. Anyway I felt better after standing up for myself and not just driving on as usual.

Messing around with my daughter we made an " Avatar " using fb options. I chose to be black man wearing a skirt with green hair and a dog. Actually joking aside that exactly how they want you. Dont you find that strange ?

Slipknot - Duality [OFFICIAL VIDEO] [HD]

This summers song that going to be stuck in my head on and off each day. I often discover bands many years too late, but when the time is right....

King for a day

We really need to give ourselves a pat on the back for getting through these past few years. Despite all the madness we are still here and have survived. We have by now been through many tribulations and are still standing with no serious aliments, yet.

I know there is a place where all fades away and nothing matters. Its a black place right in sight, inside of us and I never want to be caught there again. I was aware of it. I remember looking at the hills and feeling a terrible dread like life was a nightmare. I looked in a deep clear river and thought, yes I could understand now people who commit suicide if they felt like this long term. 

And now Im somewhere else this year and all because of medication. I always despised the idea of being in that position when I earlier looked at others who had traveled that road. Fuck it. Life has been hard and also life has given me so much.

I never liked this twee idea. After all how can we conquer our feelings ? Its not possible so this is really a pipe dream of optimism. But hold on... After my trouble and the affects of mind altering medication I am living in a different reality or rather a sweeter version of my old one. Either way when I was ill I was in a reality ive never experienced. 

Ive come to the conclusion that in the end the only savior seems to be a pharmaceutical one. Maybe Aldous Huxley was right ? 

Girls Aloud - Biology (Official Music Video)

Before woke we had proper young women. We had fun music that didnt take itself too seriously. No fat faced, uptight women with red hair here...lol Whatever happened ?

Stop me if I'm wrong...

 Just now I let out a manic laugh. It wasnt in jest, it was a response to the awful news subjects I / we have been fed in the UK. This week saw 3 people stabbed and killed by a man in Nottingham. He than ran over another 2 men in a van, one of whom may not survive his injuries.

This was followed by a trail finishing of a couple tortured their child to death and drowned him in a bath tub. Two children have been murdered this week by a woman other than their mother. And to cap it all a double murderer  is scheduled for release, and his surname is Pitchfork- seriously ? 

This country is a failed state. Oh, I forgot the British girl shot in her back garden in a town in France as she played on a swing. The rest of the family were shot but survived. They were having a BBQ. Suffer the children. " There will be no rescue, your children will be crushed at the gates " Thats a line from the Bible and it really sums up whats happening right now.

Vigils are taking place Nottingham now, but they will solve nothing. Things will go back to normal. Of course the assailant was black. Usually they are an illegal asylum seeker form somewhere like Syria. From places we bombed on a feel good mission to improve the world. The man was also caught on CCTV trying to climb through a window to get into a hostel for vulnerable people. Thankfully someone heard him and punched him causing him to fall out backwards. What would have happened if he had made it inside ?

The news is so bleak its almost darkly comical. I mean are we meant to / can we deal with this onslaught with a calm straight face ? Mean while the sun is still shining and the world goes on.

Update - this morning a head of Police Standards has been charged with raping a child. Seriously ? Somethings terribly wrong and there is an element of overkill in each story, and its all routine.

What a man ?!

 I watched Trump leave court on the TV news and then call into a famous cafe. It was the best half hour of entertainment ive experienced for a while. To not bow to adversity, to use a bad situation for his own free publicity made me more than admire him. What man could pull that scene off ? What man can withstand the media onslaught and a federal court and still politically continue his simple message. No wonder people like him. The lovable rogue. 

Black Dub

I think were heading for a drought here in the UK. The hills are turning brown and its only June yet. This pool is the lowest ive ever seen it, as it should be a good meter higher, and again this is only the start of summer.

Its a very atmospheric place and usually is very still with a tense ancient feel to it. You cant spend long there before getting the feeling you should be moving on. Its name is the politically incorrect " Black Dub " though ive never heard anyone complain about, even now.

Legend has it that slaves were taken there to wash. It makes sense as there are layers of rock like steps that are worn down and there is slab that is ideal for entering the water gradually. I read somewhere recently that a female slave drowned there and it feels like it. When standing on the rock " platform " you get the strong feeling someone is stood behind you, especially at night. My daughter commented on that even before I told her.

All my life the pool has fascinated me and I dream about it frequently, usually about it drying up. The water is still and clear normally. The atmosphere has never changed and probably never will. 

What does my t-shirt mean ? I dont know. It was discounted in a budget clothing store. Hmmm....

This is going to end in trouble

 Ive only suggested up until now that I may be the cause of some objects moving when they should not, but this week I think it goes far further than that. In fact the force maybe very strong as two incidents that happened below show. I think I can rule out " coincidence " now. 

Incident one happened with some relations who ended up holidaying with us, and thats a contorted story on its own. Ive been involved in fitting a new door to my car  in the last few weeks, and its turned into something epic requiring two cousins who both struggled to help me fit it ( strip lights are cracking ) and it became a bit of a joke, me and my door or doors.

Anyway while on holiday I was in my cousins mini van ( thats an American phrase lol ) when I started to look at the door hinge of the passenger of the vehicle side where I sat. Noticing how strong the hinge mechanisms were and I told him how over engineered they looked. He then opened his door and exclaimed he couldnt believe what had just happened. His hinge had snapped. He immediately blamed me in jest and then after thinking a while, not as much in jest but rather in an annoyed way as what else could he think ? I mean coincidence just didnt seem to cut it.

Incident two happened this week. I was on a tractor moving some branches I had cut off to let more sun into our garden. I noticed my old car door propped up against a wall and it was in the way. I asked my wife to move it, but as I opened the tractor door and was halfway out there was a loud bang which jumped me. Again a hinge support had snapped at the exact moment I said the word " door ". That really rattled me as the force to snap the part was quite extreme. I just could not believe this had happened again.

What is the force limit here for telekinesis, intended or worse unintended ? 

It'S A Party (Extended Version)

This takes me back to the days when there were no worries and the world seemed sane. This song has always been playing in my mind on and off for decades !

Spot on !

I remember watching was it Roger Rabbit the movie a long while ago at the cinema ? Who ever the cartoon character was she was very arousing, and her voice was too ! Yes, I still remember her voice...

Still doing that, but under much better circumstances.

But is this really why ?

 95 % of what i drink now is bottled water. Ive developed a taste for it and the subtle taste now excites me in a satisfying way that the cordial Ribena used to. Why do I drink this anymore ? I ask my self this question, and its only that I remember drinking it while not well recently. I associate it with those dark times and part of me questioned whether it was to blame in my darkest hours. Im scared to start buying it again as I feel like a different person now a days to then. Now im getting tempted just thinking about it, but its high sugar content maybe was a bad thing. I dont know.

Ebay special - reduced...

WTF  ?

 Well Summer has arrived, sort of. This is our 3rd week of dry sunny weather. The ground is starting to crack already. The hills are starting to look very dry as well. Every day is wall to wall sunshine. Even though it is June the dry weather has the land looking less of a full on green of June and rather the appearance of the colour that is usual for the end of May. Its unsettling. The air is yet to soften, and the wind is coming from the east, and its chilly still in the shade, but hot in the direct sunlight.

Why Are Americans Dumping Their Bud Light? | NewsMo

Thought I'd look up why there is such an uproar online about Bud Lite. I still cant believe the company thought putting a transgender woman on a can would please anyone. What a stupid marketing idea. The company got what they deserved. There are still people with sense, in fact the majority still do and those in the ivory towers are going to take a fall.

The FULL Andrew Tate BBC Interview

I watched all this interview even though I felt a growing anger inside and a sense of frustration. Have you ever seen an interviewer like this ? Her face says it all. A fanatical woke woman so BBC. So full of an automatic sense of Tate's guilt that his explanations dont even register. Her final dismissal at the end when she couldnt take anymore says it all. Just look at her face. I cant stand her. She is a typical woke person that blights our society. Funny how a simple traditional view say from 10 -15 years ago today makes you seem like Satan himself.

It is a war. They make it that way and they have started all this malarky and are infiltrating all areas in a holier than thou way.

Absolutely brilliant !