Not triggered, honestly, no not at all...

That song...

 Today I came across a tv magazine at a supermarket that bore an alarming headline. Two  tv soap characters were named. I shall not quote what the headline said as it was pointed, disturbing and insulting. It takes a lot to rattle me synchronicity wise, but i felt a little sick afterwards. Why do these things happen ? I can honestly say they are never of any use and rarely a prediction of anything.

The last time this happened was through a song playing in a shop I called in at on the way home from walking out of the vax centre. I was not looking forward to facing my parents and family after telling them I had not gone through with it at the last minute. After all they had been trying to persuade me by all view points that it was time for me to act, even quoting " red lines " I had set myself that had disturbingly come and gone, and still I did not want to act.

So baring all this in mind imagine my surprise when a song turns up on the journey home, and one I hadnt heard for a long while bearing the lyrics...

" Hey, whats wrong with you ?. Youre looking kind of down to me. Cos things arent getting over. Listen to what I say. GOT TO TURN AROUND, GOT TO TURN AROUND ! "

At the time I was quite worried about what I had done and these lyrics just really weighed on my mind. I nearly did turn around as it would have been quite a legit sign in my eyes that I had made a terrible mistake. A nasty coincidence then ? Lets hope so. And its bearing this in mind and other odd seemingly sharp prods ive received through coincidence that I suddenly realised it was unlikely to come to anything in my experience. Still these moments seem to time themselves nicely to freak us out. They are unpleasant but not to be feared. Maybe our
doubts manifest themselves somehow rather than out right predictions of the future ?

Aliester Crowley wrote something rather crude that summed this all up...

 " I have danced all night with Grace and when I awoke in the morning she was still a virgin "  In other words we can delve into a series of events with great and seemingly guaranteed outcomes that seem so likely, but still despite all the vast array of forecasted signs it may not even happen in the end.

Im am not interested in Crowleys magick but his incites into life and human nature are fascinating.