Building My Own Replica WRC Car! // Project Rally Ford Focus SVT

 

I found this channel last spring. The content is outstanding. I'd never seen a woman with such hands on knowledge and enthusiasm for working with cars. Her edgy sense of humour was cute to, but something was off. Something told me that a woman can be mechanical... but to this extent, at home in their garage and filming to ? Hard to believe. Being an Aerospace engineer to might explain some of the above traits.

   It wasnt long before some odd things started turning up in relation to the channels videos and then it hit me - " she " was trans.

   As a man this is hard to swallow. How does it feel looking at this as a woman ? A further shock came when I saw a photo of her before the sex change. It seems anything can happen nowadays. Anything can be. How does it feel to be a man inside a womans body looking out through a womans eyes ? The mind boggles. As ive mentioned before a relations daughter who I have never met has under gone a sex change from she to he, and that to me seems an abomination especially as she is just a teenager. Maybe an adult has the right to do anything they want to their body they desire ? Its hard to argue against. But what they can never change is how everyone else feels about this. 

  Feeling uneasy originally when I watched this channel suggests somewhere inside my brain could see the truth. My wife certainly admitted she had her suspicions immediately. I guess many men have been fooled to, especially when she appeals to traditional male qualities and is so easy on the eye, and has a quirky, and I must admit funny sense of humour. Of course she appealed to me because she was a man underneath which I could connect and relate to... and was to all extent and appearances an attractive woman in my eyes. What a cluster f*** as they say ! The human brain has never in the history of mankind ever had to process such an occurrence. Hence as a man I should not be to dismayed I was " fooled ".

   The problem I find is that this circle cannot be squared. Its un-natural and will always be very odd. How can that ever be denied ? The big question is can I watch more of this great channel without being distracted ? Its so good I might just pull it off, but its such a pity that first impressions were corrupted. As for anyones " anima " lets not go there here..lol . It would get too complicated.