I shall thrash back and forth

This will change nothing, this will not change my outcome

" It was large he thought, inescapable. It could not be dealt with easily... "

Some social conundroms can have a religious intensity when trying to move forward. I feel like Johna . I have been running, but its gonna get me knowhere. If you have been reading my blog a while sorry for regressing back to that which some may say is unhealthy, but I have a friendship that I must reacquaint on a dare I say epic level and Im not finding this easy. Its a classic 23....