Its funny how suddenly you realise your close friends aren't that close today . I had several but due to them being busy with relationships Ive lost that ( for the moment anyway ) .. Another life long friendship was lost permanently due to the person turning on me . These were people I found the opportunity to really confide in . Not just chatter but really tell the dark stuff too . Some may be back in that capacity again i hope , while some will be around in a more mundane manor . People of this calibre are not replaced at my time of life . They are now temporally unavailable for personal conversations . This isnt any ones fault and Its just life .
Someone once wrote that some people are like vitamins . A small regular dose keeps you healthy but withdraw that dose for any prolonged period and the consequences are altogether more serious . When you have found such a person you will know by how you feel when you dont see them , not when you do !!! Once you meet your Archetype there is no going back . This person will change your life . What follows is compulsory as you are powerless to just run away , so on you explore . It can get rocky , it can unlock the unseen . It may well as Gareth Knight wrote destroy you permanently if the other person rejects your view of them as a soul mate . If they accept then apparently you can say to hell with the conventions of life . I have . Its a road for the brave.
I should write a book . Sounds arrogant ? Write a book to share my experiences , not to display any profound academic knowledge or wisdom . I have none . Ive read a few esoteric books , not a lot , but I have had / seen some strange events you wouldn't believe and they are to me anyway worthy of someones interest somewhere who maybe just beginning this journey themselves . As I read more books I see im on a path thats been travelled before . Its still relevant today but faith and my stamina is tested . Like all of us i need the occasional sign to buck me up !
Yes, you should write a book!
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