The door that hath no key ?

Life dull ? Fantasy's not real ? Its all a matter of perception . The Esoteric  mystical side of life has the distractions and the anti-dote to the drudgery of the everyday  but and this is a big but I'm afraid  there is no guaranteed entry through that ' door ' or magical key to gain entry , however much your soul is needing it . A situation will trigger a starting point . Strong emotions of meeting an Archetypal person or extreme fear or danger of death say during war have been said by writers such as Dion Fortune to provide the trigger . This experience will be unpleasant ... one as equal as the other i guess without sounding flippant i hope ! Im now 42 and only now have I started to see the hidden ( i wont use the O word !!! ) side of life around me .
  Of course all experiences are subjective . In fact things can be and not be at the same time ! An example of this I like to use is to consider a close  friendship you have with someone  . You are close to someone but are they close to you ? You will NEVER know so you live ' as if ' its true . You have to take it on faith . This is the ONLY way to live ! The truth is HIDDEN but you don't need to see it to know its there ... This idea is called Kether . The seen and unseen . It allows us to not go mad in analysis searching  for proof . It allows us to see events of supernatural happening without mundane reasoning obliterating them with our  narrow minded thoughts  . A dangerous idea   ? No, not when used in religion apparently  Here.faith is used to suppress all logical explaining away of religious experiences . Faith concurs all ! So if its good enough for religion its  a valid  out look for me . People don't like this idea when  its applied to justify  mystical things and Christians  get very annoyed  .  Besides time will confirm if you were ' right ' as future events unfurl . You will NEVER see clearly unless you use some element of Kether or faith . Maybe to reason as a child as the Bible says is the key to happiness ? Possibly.....
 By now your thinking I'm mad ? This idea is more than fantasy because it begins with something very real in your life that leads to more blurry boundaries . When they blur just carry on . Not all who wander are lost ...