Looking around and at my TV I see the world is full of beautiful women . Jam packed full , especially as the aesthetic angle is now deemed essential to most female TV presenters , dancers , pop stars ect . As I get older the more beautiful they seem ( taboo alert ) but that doesn't or hasn't made them unique or particularly outstanding , though god damn it they are nice to watch....
No , the woman who moves a man however is special . To develop the side of a man that's lacking mentally or any other way for the better takes some doing . Of course it can cut both ways but that's another story . I believe for some women this is their sole purpose in life . To find one is rare . To realise you've found one even rarer . Of course to view such humans as such is close to blasphemy if you really understand the point im pushing at . They do exist . They are real ( even though they themselves may not be aware of it ) pioneers in the relationship between men and women . They will not be found conforming to social convention , that's for sure as to do so would destroy them . They may also be brutal , as to be " weak " will quickly destroy what makes them so intriguing , and intrigue is certainly a key ingredient in such a woman as the book reveals . Without this a mans attention will not be held long enough for things to change .
They are also deemed to find a man at his weakest point in life as that's the whole purpose of the system . They heal and develop ( if given enough time ) However I read they can also when done disappear instantly though some explanation is usual , even if unsatisfactory.....
Of course it all a bit blurrey and romantically 1930's looking at relationships in this way but to a person of esoteric leanings this will matter little . Dion Fortune also tells that her " Morgan Le Fay " benefits from such transactions though I doubt eternal youth is a side effect in real life ! Maybe she was hinting at mental benefits perhaps ? Any meeting of two people will result in a transaction of some kind from one to the other . Skills , ideas , outlooks ect .
Sorry but if you desire such a person in your sphere youre going to be disappointed as they only appear at a certain time or stage of your life . Don't go looking for one , you'll just find trouble . Mistakes are common place I guess , but respect to those who attack or are lucky enough to tread this path a while . There are no guarantees here and no manual other than the general pattern in a vague sense of what to expect .
People now a days are complex and touchy and very wary of each other . Im no longer sure such events are possible unless they are a conventional sexual relationship , but there again that would end up destroyed in the end too . I only suggest this as an example of the kind of level of intimacy that would be needed for a long term interaction of the depth in time that would be necessary to get any meaningful " work " done or benefits made concrete . Loss of nerve or confidence could rear its head too . By the very nature of the man who is taking part the whole thing could collapse . He is likely not the most robust of people . The woman will also be an outsider to society too by her very nature , and the path that led to who she is . Such a meeting of two highly strung individual is risky . A measure of alchemy is certain though . As I said to tread on such a path a while is a privilege .
In the book the male character looks back at the event and is hesitant as to whether everything was as he remembered it . Too him at the time , it was in a mind blowing way , lucid . Perception is everything however . Without it this whole merry dance is doomed . Of course the whole thing is doomed , but what isn't in the end eh ?
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