" In the eyes of the slave the master is always wrong " Aleister Crowley
Wednesday, 29 August 2018
Tuesday, 28 August 2018
LAST AGAIN....?
Today has been bizarre in the extreme. I went to an Auction Mart to sell something. In the course of the day i noticed a strange synchronicity. It started in the cafe when i was told i had just bought the LAST can of Coke. I then drew some money out from the office and was told i had just taken the LAST £20 note they had. Returning to the cafe i was told i had just bought the LAST pork pie. When our number was drawn to decide our place in the sale we were utterly LAST at the end...
LAST - why is this so deserving of my attention ???
LAST - why is this so deserving of my attention ???
Monday, 13 August 2018
Oscillation
Q - What speeds up as it slows down ?
A - An oscillating object.
For several years not just i, but family and visitors have noticed that objects such as cups, bottles and pans all wobble when placed down on our kitchen surface. This action speeds up until the object is no longer moving. Another fact that jumps out at me is an incident when a electric toothbrush started to wobble back and forth as i sat at the other end of the room.
Oscillation reminds me of how our minds swing from one view point to another before finally resting at a fixed judgement. I believe this process speeds up and becomes most frantic before the halt. Hence the speed increases during the ending.
A - An oscillating object.
For several years not just i, but family and visitors have noticed that objects such as cups, bottles and pans all wobble when placed down on our kitchen surface. This action speeds up until the object is no longer moving. Another fact that jumps out at me is an incident when a electric toothbrush started to wobble back and forth as i sat at the other end of the room.
Oscillation reminds me of how our minds swing from one view point to another before finally resting at a fixed judgement. I believe this process speeds up and becomes most frantic before the halt. Hence the speed increases during the ending.
Saturday, 11 August 2018
Tuesday, 7 August 2018
TRUTH or DARE ?
If a view is confirmed from many angles must this be the truth. Some of these angles may even be falsehoods. THE BIG PICTURE.
Saturday, 28 July 2018
Copacabana - Barry Manilow - Lyrics
I remember this song playing on the radio as a child. Of course i had no idea of the total lyrics until this week. The final verse paints a bleak modern day outcome for this song lyric romance...an out come of destruction and entropy.
We sometimes fail to realise that old people were not always old , and buildings hold a history we may never learn of. There is nothing new under the sun as they say, but tales evapourate over time and who knows what stories get lost ? If these walls could talk !!
Thursday, 26 July 2018
The cruel creators sport ?
Insults ! Crass observations ! Unbelievable painful words typical of past emotional upsets remanifesting...even now decades later, situations try to remanufacture themselves, and at this time of life ? Why i left that malarky behind a long while ago..didnt i ? It seems i am being tested and my response seals whether ive moved on or will fall into the old pitfalls....
Friday, 15 June 2018
The Tyranny of Black ?
At what point would you start to view, and I stress start to view a race in a negative light, or one of wary suspicion ? After one incident...or two ? The answer to this question obviously depends on your surroundings. After all if you lived in a predominantly white rural area then any incident with a person of colour would be rare, very rare. Two negative ones and your cause for concerns would be unprecedented. In fact two incidents of destruction with your families sphere would be highly unlikely where I live. This fact is critical to the story I am about to tell.
POINT 1 - Recently my Sisters marriage has unfortunately broken up. A few years ago she sponsored a black Brazilian boy of 16 years to come and live with her family in the UK. This was quite an eye opener. Of course the greatest driver was the fact he was to have a shot at a great Western education, a shot he duly flunked when exam time conformed he had put little effort into his studies. Disappointing for everyone concerned really....
It amused me greatly however as I found myself comparing him to the character Heathcliff from the romantic and dark novel Wuthering Heights, after all I read that Heathcliff came from abroad in the novel and was reputed to be coloured. He too was accepted into a family and expected to improve himself... A flimsy link you might think, but as I live right next door to one of the main rumoured sites that is said to have inspired the book, I think I can safely make that amusing comparison...lol
As I googled this photo a synchroncity type cracking sound has just occurred in my room...
This particular property was notorious for being the last household in the UK to release its slaves after slavery was outlawed. It is rumoured that after the slaves were released they attacked the locals and were eventually rounded up and massacred in a river they became trapped by. I sometimes wonder what dark curses they cast upon their masters and whether these thoughts still linger here.
I remember the intense feeling on unease when this young man visited our house. His black face looked bemused with a gentle smile. It seemed a link to history and almost a calling call from the deep past.
The ending of my Sisters relationship was no doubt aided by sponsoring this young man within her own home, and this contributed to the relationships demise. A fact I am now retrospectively considering in a new light.
POINT 2 - A second shock occurred recently when I found a relatives step sibling had become pregnant by a black man who then proceeded to loose his job. Extremely unlikely where I live. Again a coloured person had brought disaster and upheaval to someone linked to my family. Again its the unlikeliness of the situation that raises my eyebrows. I hear nothing good about him from family.
These 2 events seem to be linked. Is there an order to this ? Soon a coloured child will be born - a Heathcliff who will no doubt be troubled. Has this event been pushed to manifets ? Other events linked to the novel have also manifested both as relationships and supernatural events.
POINT 3 - Last Summer a troubling synchronicity started when I noticed clusters of black cars. Sometimes in car parks, sometimes in convoy on motorways, sometimes a lot closer to home. At the time they seemed to scream out at me that this was not coincidence. I even saw a group of 6 or 7 on motorway with the front car having a reg plate that bore my name. At that point I decided I was being pointed towards something. I nick named these gathers of cars The Tyranny of Black ! Were they the mocking or warning actions that foretold this black problem ?
The above sounds like a mad story and maybe it is, but it seems to gel together. Could there really be a " black curse " ? I know that my family name was cursed along with two other loca familyl names for being caught fighting in the local church grounds in past times.
Can fictional writing or stories effect real life or cause actual manifestations ? I know for a fact that fictional novel plots can manifest into reality. After all real life events inspire fiction so why could they not be changed back to real life later by fiction in a bizzare full circle ?
I would call myself delusional was it not for the highly unlikely historical connection ive pointed out or if I lived in an urban location I would have put down the events to pure chance. Unfortunately I do not have that luxury...
POINT 1 - Recently my Sisters marriage has unfortunately broken up. A few years ago she sponsored a black Brazilian boy of 16 years to come and live with her family in the UK. This was quite an eye opener. Of course the greatest driver was the fact he was to have a shot at a great Western education, a shot he duly flunked when exam time conformed he had put little effort into his studies. Disappointing for everyone concerned really....
It amused me greatly however as I found myself comparing him to the character Heathcliff from the romantic and dark novel Wuthering Heights, after all I read that Heathcliff came from abroad in the novel and was reputed to be coloured. He too was accepted into a family and expected to improve himself... A flimsy link you might think, but as I live right next door to one of the main rumoured sites that is said to have inspired the book, I think I can safely make that amusing comparison...lol
As I googled this photo a synchroncity type cracking sound has just occurred in my room...
This particular property was notorious for being the last household in the UK to release its slaves after slavery was outlawed. It is rumoured that after the slaves were released they attacked the locals and were eventually rounded up and massacred in a river they became trapped by. I sometimes wonder what dark curses they cast upon their masters and whether these thoughts still linger here.
I remember the intense feeling on unease when this young man visited our house. His black face looked bemused with a gentle smile. It seemed a link to history and almost a calling call from the deep past.
The ending of my Sisters relationship was no doubt aided by sponsoring this young man within her own home, and this contributed to the relationships demise. A fact I am now retrospectively considering in a new light.
POINT 2 - A second shock occurred recently when I found a relatives step sibling had become pregnant by a black man who then proceeded to loose his job. Extremely unlikely where I live. Again a coloured person had brought disaster and upheaval to someone linked to my family. Again its the unlikeliness of the situation that raises my eyebrows. I hear nothing good about him from family.
These 2 events seem to be linked. Is there an order to this ? Soon a coloured child will be born - a Heathcliff who will no doubt be troubled. Has this event been pushed to manifets ? Other events linked to the novel have also manifested both as relationships and supernatural events.
POINT 3 - Last Summer a troubling synchronicity started when I noticed clusters of black cars. Sometimes in car parks, sometimes in convoy on motorways, sometimes a lot closer to home. At the time they seemed to scream out at me that this was not coincidence. I even saw a group of 6 or 7 on motorway with the front car having a reg plate that bore my name. At that point I decided I was being pointed towards something. I nick named these gathers of cars The Tyranny of Black ! Were they the mocking or warning actions that foretold this black problem ?
The above sounds like a mad story and maybe it is, but it seems to gel together. Could there really be a " black curse " ? I know that my family name was cursed along with two other loca familyl names for being caught fighting in the local church grounds in past times.
Can fictional writing or stories effect real life or cause actual manifestations ? I know for a fact that fictional novel plots can manifest into reality. After all real life events inspire fiction so why could they not be changed back to real life later by fiction in a bizzare full circle ?
I would call myself delusional was it not for the highly unlikely historical connection ive pointed out or if I lived in an urban location I would have put down the events to pure chance. Unfortunately I do not have that luxury...
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