I guess its just a long trek back to feeling myself again. Im eating well now, though Im tired at anytime and the symptoms of a tight chest and stomach uneasiness keep coming and going and its on that note that I must add that this virus is not like anything ive ever had before. It feels synthetic and artificial.
When I cough, I feel the roughness on my chest, but Im not coughing because of the feeling on my chest. The feeling comes after I have committed to cough. I have a sore throat that comes and goes the same. Unless I swallow its not there. This is not normal. The feeling of covid in my sinus, stomach and head all feels like a smooth silky pressure that feels almost feminine. Again it feels artificial and its for that reason that Im not sure how long this will last. And then there is that oily almost fragrant smell in my nostrils and when I sweat. Something un natural is inside me and I dont like it.
Im doing my daily work outside but have no desire to travel after that or socialise. Its completely gone. Keeping topped up with food seems to be the secret to holding my mood. If Im not posting here its because Im feeling off and not because of any other seasonal distractions. Im hoping as the sun starts to move after Christmas day that I shall regain my kudos rapidly. In normal times its so.
Im much better than I was and Im heading in the right direction...
Well, I hope you make a speedy recovery.
ReplyDeleteThanks, I woke up today feeling much better. Hoping this continues. Whats happened to the comment section on your blog ?
DeleteIt is only supposed to ask for a Captcha to post comments. I'll check on it. Have you noticed that Blogger never does what we want it to do?
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