My new home from home

If someone had told me a week that I would be sleeping in a caravan in a farm building under a crucifix I would have laughed at them, but here I am. Luckily everyone is OK here so far. Its just strange living like this for a week. Sometimes I think its unnecessary. Sometime I think Im not putting my money where my mouth is to some extent, but what bothers me most on my behalf is where I go long term with this situation ? After this upheaval has passed the threat ( if there is really one ) is not going to end at all. There must be a middle way forward not having the vax, but being careful at the same time.

  

Its strange how immediately after my wifes official test results came back some one on YouTube posted a film about the history of 666. It was first on my wall and now the caravan Im sleeping in happens to have a cross over my bed. Its beyond coincidence. I dont know why but caravan sofa seats are so much more comfortable to sleep on than ordinary beds. Ive always found that.

Im not happy about sleeping in the yard though. There are some odd atmosphere out there on a winters night, especially last thing at night. Tonight as I walked past a pile of wooden posts there was a crack and then a much louder one as though a stone had hit them hard. And it seems Im not the only one " outside " tonight as over the wall next door there is a camper van. I appreciate another bloggers concern for my situation and that means a lot to me. I dont know anyone else who has any awareness of the " bigger picture " thats forming.

Im lucky as Im using the house porch with the door closed as an internet room. Its warm and comfortable. My next George Orwell book has arrived about his time serving in the Spanish Civil war. Can you imagine feeling so strongly about something that you travelled abroad to fight ? Well, yes its not an uncommon happening in these modern times but its frowned upon deeply today. I suppose when its against your own countrymen thats the problem. I guess the Spanish were not impressed either, at least one side. People who " walk the walk " must be exalted. Its highly relevant though a fascism appears to be making a return through socialism as he predicted when he pointed out that when patience is lost socialism vereers next to fascism.