And so it starts...

. Today I woke up and every muscle and joint hurt. I had zero energy. A freak accident occurred when one of our dogs fell off the quad bike but was still attached by its chain. It made no sound at all so by the time  realized what had happened it had scraped and cut its legs. Had I not noticed at all I could have dragged it to its death. I felt sick.

 The nights have turned that Winter ink black. Ive regained a little energy tonight after an afternoon sleep. The phone kept ringing every 10 minutes though. This often happens when I try to have a day time sleep. I ignored it... Turns out my wife was stuck in a field after her car slid off a track. Whoops !

 My head feels thick and my eyes are sore. Im fighting to keep a sociable air to me. Each negative feeling is expanding daily. Christmas street lights look watery and irritating. Well this is that Christmas land Im drifting into. Can you see it ? Its like an alternative black anti happiness season ?