Sometimes

When I look at my page view stats I sometimes wonder why I continue writing this blog . It took me 2 years before I got my first comment . Yes I have regular readers , not all are public watchers either I guess ! Well thats my take on my stats... No, I have to remind myself that this blog was always a labour of love . It satisfies my need to share this strange path ive been on a while . I write out of passion . If the passion goes from these subjects I will stop writing . Of course my worst confidence wrecker is wondering how many readers really believe what I write as I often view my posts through the eyes of a first time reader, and yes sometimes I dont sound so convincing or likely . Thats why I like to read books about mystical and occult subjects as they remind me what I believe is not so strange a proposition . We all need a confidence booster now and again .