Friday, 15 June 2018

The Tyranny of Black ?

At what point would you start to view, and I stress start to view a race in a negative light, or one of wary suspicion ? After one incident...or two ? The answer to this question obviously depends on your surroundings. After all if you lived in a predominantly white rural area then any incident with a person of colour would be rare, very rare. Two negative ones and your cause for concerns would be unprecedented. In fact two incidents of destruction with your families sphere would be highly unlikely where I live. This fact is critical to the story I am about to tell.
 
POINT 1 - Recently my Sisters marriage has unfortunately broken up. A few years ago she sponsored a black Brazilian boy of 16 years to come and live with her family in the UK. This was quite an eye opener. Of course the greatest driver was the fact he was to have a shot at a great Western education, a shot he duly flunked when exam time conformed he had put little effort into his studies. Disappointing for everyone concerned really....
  It amused me greatly however as I found myself comparing him to the character Heathcliff from the romantic and dark novel Wuthering Heights, after all I read that Heathcliff  came from abroad in the novel and was reputed to be coloured. He too was accepted into a family and expected to improve himself... A flimsy link you might think, but as I live right next door to one of the main rumoured sites that is said to have inspired the book, I think I can safely make that amusing comparison...lol


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As I googled this photo a synchroncity type cracking sound has just occurred in my room...


  This particular property was notorious for being the last household in the UK to release its slaves after slavery was outlawed. It is rumoured that after the slaves were released they attacked the locals and were eventually rounded up and massacred in a river they became trapped by. I sometimes wonder what dark curses they cast upon their masters and whether these thoughts still linger here.
  I remember the intense feeling on unease when this young man visited our house. His black face looked bemused with a gentle smile. It seemed a link to history and almost a calling call from the deep past.
  The ending of my Sisters relationship was no doubt aided by sponsoring this young man within her own home, and this contributed to the relationships demise. A fact I am now retrospectively considering in a new light.



POINT 2 - A second shock occurred recently when I found a relatives step sibling had become pregnant by a black man who then proceeded to loose his job. Extremely unlikely where I live. Again a coloured person had brought disaster and upheaval to someone linked to my family. Again its the unlikeliness of the situation that raises my eyebrows. I hear nothing good about him from family.

These 2 events seem to be linked. Is there an order to this ? Soon a coloured child will be born - a Heathcliff who will no doubt be troubled. Has this event been pushed to manifets ? Other events linked to the novel have also manifested both as relationships and supernatural events.

POINT 3 - Last Summer a troubling synchronicity started when I noticed clusters of black cars. Sometimes in car parks, sometimes in convoy on motorways, sometimes a lot closer to home. At the time they seemed to scream out at me that this was not coincidence. I even saw a group of 6 or 7 on motorway with the front car having a reg plate that bore my name. At that point I decided I was being pointed towards something. I nick named these gathers of cars The Tyranny of Black ! Were they the mocking or warning actions that foretold this black problem ?

The above sounds like a mad story and maybe it is, but it seems to gel together. Could there really be  a " black curse " ? I know that my family name was cursed along with two other loca familyl names for being caught fighting in the local church grounds in past times.
  Can fictional writing or stories effect real life or cause actual manifestations ? I know for a fact that fictional novel plots can manifest into reality. After all real life events inspire fiction so why could they not be changed back to real life later by fiction in a bizzare full circle ?

I would call myself delusional was it not for the highly unlikely historical connection ive pointed  out or if I lived in an urban location I would have put down the events to pure chance. Unfortunately I do not have that luxury...


Saturday, 17 March 2018

 
O.K so what has this photo got to do with the subjects on this blog ? Oddly it turned up on my fb memories as of a year ago, so I decided to use it as a new background to my page. Within an hour of doing this, I came across a woman in a bright red new Aston Martin sports car just parked in the middle of our single track road. Turns out a field gate was blowing open into her path. As I live in a remote area and the road is only a single track one I find this coincidence a bit to much to laugh off. Lets call it a synchronicity ? No, she wasn't armed...

Thursday, 8 March 2018

Sorry....another draft i must have thought better than to post....lol


Life is Short, Have a Diet Coke | Because I Can | Diet Coke





And suddenly here we are. How have we reached the day when drinking a Coke needs justification, and is something that requires an effort, or that it might just be a little odd to do...or quirky. How have we got here ? I fear the BMW driving, lycra wearing, gym obsessed types may have got to us more than we care to admit it.

  Has the social climate changed so much that we need to think about the suitability of this everyday soft drink ? Maybe it has...and hell you know what im going to go all wild and drink one, after all we all partake in different activities to express of our personalities.

  Ironically diet Coke tastes foul and I couldn't ever justify drinking one, not even for the sake of it or to express my independent wild side ( joke )

  Today even the most basic of everyday building blocks are being reinvented and torn apart. Im lost as to where it is all coming from. This is how you get old, the confusion and slow process of losing touch with general opinion.

Wednesday, 7 March 2018

Image result for me a center of universe
 
 
I found this due to a wandering Google search for a word or name that turned up in a vivid dream in the early hours. Why do the words in dreams always differ slightly from a nice clean match with search results ? Still they often bear some similarity or relevance to your outlooks.


Tuesday, 27 February 2018

WHERE THERE IS A WILL WE FIND A WAY

WHEN THE WILL IS NO MORE THEN THE WAY IS ONCE AGAIN LOST

Thursday, 22 February 2018

Madonna - Dear Jessie lyrics





One of the greatest changes in my life has been the discovery of different realities when visiting Cornwall's esoteric centre in Tintagel. There is an area linked to the mythical legends that at first appears quaint or even tacky, but this cannot belie the fact that something that bends reality resides there. Or we could call this an thinning of the veil. This seems a childish thing say, but our past fantasies can seem to manifest in these areas, however silly or fantastic.
  During the everyday battle of existence is tempered by the thought in the back of my brain that yes, there is more to life than what I see on a day to day basis. What a relief. My, god what a relief.

Sunday, 18 February 2018

Gary Numan - Love Hurt Bleed





I always wanted a top hat. Joking aside you never know who is on the other side of that screen....