Wednesday, 30 July 2014
Thursday, 24 July 2014
A strayed sheep ?
I have been shearing sheep tonight as its been too hot to even attempt it during the day. Now I cant settle,or relax. I was passing my recently organised book just now, my shelf of " interesting books " that is ,when I picked up an old book I was given when I joined the Methodist Church in 1986 . What date did I join ? Yes, you've guessed right the 23rd !!!
The Minister who coached me is now dead unfortunately. I wonder what he would have made of me today. I don't think he would have been too disappointed. No I don't exactly believe in a Bible God but I have charted what ive found or experienced. Ive gone through life with my eyes and mind open. Ive never been involved with anything dark, though some would just love me to come a cropper doing so !
I have a good heart and Im way to honest for my own good. What you see is what you get. I havent the energy or time to deceive. Maybe Ive progressed past the conventional things the Church teaches. For example lifes flow can be affected by things other than God, things that carry great emotion, or natural images or cycles. Ive experienced emotions few will ever reach in their mundane lives. Yes ive been spiritually moved and worldy moved as well. To blend the two is still my goal, though that time may have gone, who knows ?
The Minister who coached me is now dead unfortunately. I wonder what he would have made of me today. I don't think he would have been too disappointed. No I don't exactly believe in a Bible God but I have charted what ive found or experienced. Ive gone through life with my eyes and mind open. Ive never been involved with anything dark, though some would just love me to come a cropper doing so !
I have a good heart and Im way to honest for my own good. What you see is what you get. I havent the energy or time to deceive. Maybe Ive progressed past the conventional things the Church teaches. For example lifes flow can be affected by things other than God, things that carry great emotion, or natural images or cycles. Ive experienced emotions few will ever reach in their mundane lives. Yes ive been spiritually moved and worldy moved as well. To blend the two is still my goal, though that time may have gone, who knows ?
Monday, 21 July 2014
Today I had an appointment at a hospital with a female consultant. She was a remarkable woman. I have never met such a person who was so comfortable with herself, her sexuality, her job or talking to a stranger about intimate matters. She just laid back in her chair with her legs out like she was at home. She radiated contention and totally put me at ease, as I have never really felt comfortable talking to foreign people, or those of a different race because there just aren't any around where I live in Cumbria . Some may think that sad, but that's the way it is for me.
The only reason this is post is on Golden is due to the fact she was African. Her graceful aura and appearance reminded me deeply of the African woman dressed in a purple robe whom I came across at Glastonbury. She was manifesting ( I presume through meditation ) the awful power I could feel in the Chalise Well Gardens. Both these women I admire as a man for reasons Ive never felt before or have not felt for a while anyway. They remind me that great women are out there, and my god the world is barely worthy of their presence.
It seems Africa has something positive to offer ? Something regal, something royal ?
The only reason this is post is on Golden is due to the fact she was African. Her graceful aura and appearance reminded me deeply of the African woman dressed in a purple robe whom I came across at Glastonbury. She was manifesting ( I presume through meditation ) the awful power I could feel in the Chalise Well Gardens. Both these women I admire as a man for reasons Ive never felt before or have not felt for a while anyway. They remind me that great women are out there, and my god the world is barely worthy of their presence.
It seems Africa has something positive to offer ? Something regal, something royal ?
Sunday, 20 July 2014
A ramble
Its a very odd night tonight. Ive had a very good day relaxing with family at a lake. When I came home tonight though it felt like a different day from the morning I set off from, that's odd.
I woke up suddenly by the lake side at one point during the afternoon as I felt there was something I was missing. When I looked out to the lake two people, at least one was female came silently gliding by stood bolt upright on what looked like surf boards. They were using a pole to propel them selves along. They moved in total silence and with a very dramatic unusual smooth movement that just looked ancient. Everyone else around me was too busy to noticed them pass but I woke up to see them. Just a funny moment that's all , but it seemed to represent something very ancient to me.
Right now in a field outside my garden the lambs that have been taken away from their mothers are bleating, and this noise is carrying across the dale on this very soft humid night. Its a distinctive sound though and it could be a noisy night ahead. My daughter is unsettled too and wants to sleep with the light on. There is an odd tap from the attick. The church bells are now chiming. Time to sleep....
A ramble for old times sake lol
999 seems to be strong at the moment
I woke up suddenly by the lake side at one point during the afternoon as I felt there was something I was missing. When I looked out to the lake two people, at least one was female came silently gliding by stood bolt upright on what looked like surf boards. They were using a pole to propel them selves along. They moved in total silence and with a very dramatic unusual smooth movement that just looked ancient. Everyone else around me was too busy to noticed them pass but I woke up to see them. Just a funny moment that's all , but it seemed to represent something very ancient to me.
Right now in a field outside my garden the lambs that have been taken away from their mothers are bleating, and this noise is carrying across the dale on this very soft humid night. Its a distinctive sound though and it could be a noisy night ahead. My daughter is unsettled too and wants to sleep with the light on. There is an odd tap from the attick. The church bells are now chiming. Time to sleep....
A ramble for old times sake lol
999 seems to be strong at the moment
Summer always brings the triples. It brings everything....
Thursday, 17 July 2014
23 in the news
Assad's compound was destroyed recently by 23 tonnes of explosive in a tunnel
Today 23 Americans died in an Aeroplane shot down in the Ukraine
Our Government much criticised for the housing benefit cuts spends 23 million a year on said item. Again here is a joke as the reform was to encourage people financially to move to more appropriately sized houses or more accurately force them to GET OUT of a house that was deemed to large for their needs !
Israel has found 23 tunnel today leading out of Gazza being used as a means of attack
The stock market has just risen 23 points !
Today 23 Americans died in an Aeroplane shot down in the Ukraine
Our Government much criticised for the housing benefit cuts spends 23 million a year on said item. Again here is a joke as the reform was to encourage people financially to move to more appropriately sized houses or more accurately force them to GET OUT of a house that was deemed to large for their needs !
Israel has found 23 tunnel today leading out of Gazza being used as a means of attack
The stock market has just risen 23 points !
Wednesday, 16 July 2014
Tuesday, 15 July 2014
There is only one woman and she has many faces ?
So was the Super Moon all hype then ? Well I certainly saw some bizarre movements of the feminine kind. One such female with a connection to an obsession of mine made a very strange move that had echoes of what another person did years ago when I met them for the first time. A bizarre act indeed, and when I resisted I was asked a second time to conform .My face was apparently a picture, and quite rightly. Same silly action but by a different person today and a social faux pas occurred. One of those moments that just shock you and are 100% mind boggling...
Saturday, 12 July 2014
Yes its a super moon tonight
Falsehood, a misleading situation, a blip, an echeo ? Or a genuine God sent opportunity ?
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