Where have they all gone ?

 Blogger has gone crazy and wont let me copy and paste something I wrote 2 years ago about woke groups never stopping complaining. Certain letters from the group names were missing making  them abbreviations ! Anyway ive given up, but my point is that here in the UK all pressure groups have gone very quiet. I wonder why ?

Ah, here it is !

Now what are the odds of that ?!

 

The Almighty - Over The Edge

 

On a merry go round

 So things havent quite gone to plan health wise for me. On finishing my first prescription of Diazepam last week my head aches and hearing had improved, but not quite back to normal. After 3 days I felt worse again and have acquired a second course. Is my hearing being affected by purely stress then ? It would appear so as the pills improved it somewhat, but Im not totally convinced so have booked a private health inspection at an ear/ nose /throat specialist in a weeks time. These last 2 weeks have been miserable for me. Anxiety waking at night panicking and bad tinitis  through out. I still have low level sinus pain and the medication making me very tired. In only 2 weeks I cant remember what it feels like to feel normal. Tonight I can once again watch tv with the sound on low and once again im jumpy at sudden noises of which there are many in this house. Everyday I wake up to this routine of anxiety and discomfort in my head. Im 2 days into my second week of pills and the doctor thinks by the end of it my hearing will be healed 100%. I find that hard to believe. Every noise jars my ears in this house though the pills seem to ease this a little.

The only truth ive found to be true

Heres the meaning of Life ; IF ITS NOT FUCKED IT SOON WILL BE !!!

1Nicky Sherring

There is no reality any more...

Today ive felt the best ive done for a fortnight. For one thing I woke up without ear problems or a headache, for a while at least. Ive discovered anti- allergy pills kill the sinus pain, but they do dry my passages out so Im only taking a quarter  of a pill at a time to try and reap the benefits without the pit falls.

I had my blood test today and all that only showed up a slight vitamin D shortage. When talking to a nurse I mentioned how no one knew anything anymore about medical aliments , and I was surprised when she agreed with me. Strange days with problems that no one is sure what the cause is, or even if its real thing, or is it all just in the mind ?! From what then nurse said and her reaction I think what ive had is most likely a virus... or maybe an allergy reaction. 

The day got weirder when my cousins daughter who is 12 caught covid and her hands and feet started to turn " green and grey " ( I remember my late cousin liked a band called The Levelers who produced an album called The Land of Green and Grey ) What the fuck is going on here ? Nothing is sane anymore. People know less and less in these modern days. Its all bullshit.

3am shocker !

So I awoke at 3am to this. My last magick candle has burnt out in an accelerated form. Ive seen this happen before. The flame roars and grows to about 8 to 10 inches high which is the result of a super wick effect. The wax is melted by this heat so fast it cannot be burnt quick enough. I think the shape looks like a winged angelic creature. On the right the channels of wax have defied gravity flowing one way and then the next. This is why it is dangerous to leave candles burning all night. They can go crazy.

 

So true