Basically im a tuning fork ?

 I already know my ears are more sensitive to certain noise frequencies, but today I noticed it wasnt just my ears but other parts of my body. My daughter was talking to me laid on my bed with her head on my chest and her voice vibrated through it uncomfortably. Secondly my legs are absorbing vibration that wasnt there before on the quad bike. My whole body is like a tuning fork. What are sound waves if not energy ? How can I change my frequency to avoid this ? Big questions. I wish the alchemist I used to know on fb was still alive. He would have known.

Remember the guitar like note I heard in the bath room ?

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 So I went to a hearing specialist today who did an extensive test and concluded I had an intolerance to low frequency and seem confident something could be done about it. I was nearly in tears when I arrived as I had stopped for petrol in town and the noise from traffic in the rain was overwhelming. Its just so frightening in a dream like way. Ive really been hit hard with a month of everything being jarring and im mentally burnt out not having any time comfortable unless im asleep. The specialist removed some wax and hair from a hair cut that had got stuck in my ear and that has helped a little and Im hoping that is the source of my waking in a panic of a fizzing head. Its strange how that happens the first time I go to sleep at night or if I sleep in the day. At night I can recover by just rolling over, but my head takes a few hours to recover so I just dont sleep in the day anymore.

It could be stress related though as I have odd minutes when sound is ok. Strange. Im beyond stressed now. I cant visit anyone or them visit me as a conversation sets me in anxiety mode and then my ears start to jar. There is light at the end of the tunnel though with the diagnosed frequency problem. My doctor thinks it is all stress related. Its a chicken or the egg argument I guess. Ive never felt so scared or isolated as now in my life. This is a whole new level. My Citalopram pills have been increased to 20mg and its helping me more now. I dont know how ive lost so much in 4 weeks or why. I would rather be death than how I am now if this is long term.

It doesnt help that my mother has covid and my dad is starting to and im afraid wont be able to do all the work on the farm if he cant work for a short while. This covid is just a nasty bug now. Its just bad timing. Spring is in the air but ive never felt so out of sorts. 

Oh, and the family my wife caught covid from has a daughter who is friends with my daughter ,who was on her way over for a sleep over when her mother announced the girl had just tested positive. Luckily it was on called off before my daughter arrived. My instincts were right again, but I though this time what harm can it do now ? It just goes to show. Trust your gut.

I have a fear of time. The evenings seem so long when you are constantly uncomfortable because of sound of lack of. At least im not bed ridden, but this has all knocked me for six. I would take the covid I had at Christmas over this any day. I almost find myself thinking if the vax could have avoided this then...but my sister suffered 6 months of vertigo after that, so... My hope is that one day this will just disappear. I now pray nightly for it. Thank goodness ive access to private health. Money talks and something happens.

This is getting serious !

At first it had me worried for my health, i mean a twitching finger that seems to have a life of its own had me thinking i was maybe starting a nasty disease. I tried to ignore it and thought about mentioning it to my doctor. I could feel my tendons in my hand twitching quite strongly as though a message was being sent through the ( a sharp crack has just occurred next me as i type ) nerves of my hand.
   Anyway today something extra-ordinary has happened yet again when my visiting cousin and her husband called in. Towards the end of the afternoon her thumb started to twitch quite intensely in an identical manner to mine a few days ago. This disturbed her, and it didn't help when i explained i had experienced the same phenomena. This is an environmental and not a medical manifestation. This i cannot ignore. Something is manipulating movement in this house. Even my legs have been moved this way when in bed. Is this a product of sound waves or spirit activity ?