A tale of two cottages

 Booking our holiday accommodation has not been a smooth process. In fact its been convuluted. I discovered a few days before we set off that the house was right beside a busy road. I panicked and booked another more suitable one which was a stroke of luck on a bank holiday during school half term. So I had paid for 2 houses. Oh,dear.

Having a " spare " house I asked some relations if they fancied a cheap getaway as I would only charge them half price to get some money back on what would over wise be a waste. They said yes. Result then ?

Unfortunately we got a phone call on the evening they arrived to say the house was filthy, dust everywhere, dog hairs in the beds and covers and what looked like a human muck stain on the sheets...Urgh! Anyway they came to ours for the night and we messaged the owner telling them exactly what state the house was in. They replied a cleaner had just been in, and accused someone of sleeping in  the beds after they were " cleaned ".

The moral of this is that I must check any holiday accommodation location on Google earth, and be aware that photos in promotional material may not be recent at all.

This has not spoiled the holiday. Its added a bit of drama and amusement. We are asking for a 50% refund as a total one was rejected. Im not holding my breath.

Gotcha !

 Visited a castle today with my cousin. A girl came over and asked him to undo a bottle cap as it was too tight. I just laughed and said " Your gender stereo typing " She replied " I didnt want to do this " with a sheepish look on her face. The girl she was with grimaced as she rubbed her face uncomfortably. She looked rather butch...

Aliens & Espionage: Crop Circles and the CIA Coverup | They Don't Want Y...

  

Crop circles seem to have gone out of vogue in the media nowadays because of modern cynicism and the safe assumption that they are all created by hoaxers. Many no doubt are, but there are facts here that are impossible to fake such as radiation damage to corn stalks ect.

What really hit me most though were the claims at the end of the post that the CIA infiltrate people and get well known influences to corrupt their messages occasionally to muddy the waters. To what level is this going on ? 

How can I title this ?

Well the tide has finally reached the  " olde grey towne " of Kendal. A hiking type of gay pride festival is taking place. A parade down the main street will take place on the 26th of July is followed by walking and hiking events. So if being up a mountain is your thing watch out for these people. You will probably spot them a mile off. 

The outside world is seeping in and bringing nothing good. 

This has me wondering

 My therapist is nervous when I visit. He cracks his fingers, and yesterday I told him to stop quite abruptly but in a nice way. I dont tolerate this habit. My wife does it, my daughter sometimes, and a few friends often. Even the primary school head master does it and I will tell him to stop it one day. I will not keep quiet about it. Its a stupid pointless habit.

Why is he so ill at ease ? Another person I know who sees him says he has not seen him do this once. So whats  making him so uneasy about me ? 

I had the thought to sit for an hour in one session and say nothing. In doing so I might reveal a lot in just the expressions that would be exchanged between us. The idea is intoxicating because of it absoluteness.

lol

Superb

Intriguing

Life Is Worth Losing - Dumb Americans - George Carlin

What a man. Going to find out more about him and his performances.

The times they are a changing ?

Just take a minute to look at this picture ive copied from my banks website. The woman is in charge here while the man holds the child. She looks " cooky " with a rather severe bob hair cut that matches her practical dress sense. The man looks on and he's just going with the flow. He has other things on his mind... Despite holding the child he has stereo type mescaline traits that seem comical. The glasses and beard look like those disguises you could buy as a child.

My bank is scared stiff of portraying traditional gender stereotypes, but resorts to the modern reversal in a hysterical way. The trouble is everyone shakes their head and laughs at such things so why go ahead and do it ? 

Companies choose these images carefully to appeal. I find them very useful to gauge what these times are aiming for, or what is deemed as a goal or " normal ".

Its simply happening right now. Its actually happening.

 The nearest city hospital is seeing a spate of heart attacks. So much so it is affecting ER waiting times which are averaging 8 hours or if " another " cardiac arrest comes in nearer to 10 hours. Living a sheltered back water I have been waiting to see the evidence for a while. Of course you wont hear it on the news, just through first hand anecdotes from the man on the street.

In a funny mood

The horrific is deemed normal. One day this will sort itself out, but social war will be the cost. At what point do you consider force ? You dont ? Well what would it take ? Its OK to change a childs sex and it encouraged and held aloft, but a trafficked child is a disaster ? What a perverted moral sense modern man has. The perverted has become an ideal and every distortion worshipped or worse has the main stream shitting its pants rather than speaking up. Or I could just say fuck'em all and they get what they deserve. I am coming dangerously close to a " Satanist " out look where people are responsible for their own shit and I hold no view on it. Is this the only sustainable way ahead in this world ?

 LET THE WORLD BURN !

Again...

 Yet another lesbian couple moving to this valley. They dont make women like they used too...

Another sufferer

 I spent an hour this week talking to a woman ( the sister of the man who was refused a tetanus jab for not having the vax ) and she has had bad sinus issues since Christmas. They are really bad and are constantly producing clear mucus, so much so that she cant go on holiday, or socialize , and is having trouble concentrating at work. Even driving is a chore as her head feels dizzy and stuffed up. 

This is not just a cold. I could really relate to her when she said she couldnt stand it much longer. Like me she has been to see a sinus specialist and had an examination using a camera, but this all turned up nothing, just like in my case. She is growing desperate. I suggested from my experience that she should maybe consider an explanation thats outside of the box as they say. Its was not easy suggesting the cause could be stress related, either for her or me admitting that was my situation, but her sinuses could be closing up due to this, or becoming en-flamed with no visual evidence of them being so. 

Ear infections are rife around here and they are constant in schools and in many adults. I feel this is all connected now and a bigger picture is forming that is making me feel less despairing in my condition. There is nothing worse than despair and no answers or evidence when you alone are suffering. Running out options is frightening, medically. Ive known that feeling.

She also gets terrible headaches at one side of her head just as I did. I understood her despair and how isolated you can become when nothing gets better for months and the seasons change and people assume you are getting better ,or just have a cold. 

Is this the future ?

 Yesterday I heard of an incident that took place at our local health center where a man I know was refused a tetanus jab after he stood on a nail because he was not up to date with his vaxx. He gave up, went home and just hoped for the best. He pointed out the reason he came was his foot, but they still insisted he had a vaxx jab first. If this story was about someone I dont know I wouldnt have believed it. 

Maybe this was a one off ? But it sounds so stupid to be true.

Right of Self Determination - Monty Python Holy Grail : Autonomous Colle...

The UK is like this. Way before its time...lol

Is Dentdale cursed ?

 Interesting concept from my point of view as I have two anecdotes that are very close to the bone when considering this outrageous idea.

The first story is an old one from a few hundred years ago. Not sure on an exact date, but a group of men we caught fighting in the church yard. They were local names of families that are still here in the valley. The surnames were Middleton, Capstick and more alarmingly Haygarth. 

The second is a more modern instance. A local preacher said he had a vision of " a dark cloud hanging over Dent " He suggested that there was something hanging over the valley that was very negative. I think about that every time a literal dark cloud is hanging over the village further down the valley. On a different note...

Now while my sister was visiting her partner showed me an old news paper online that told the weird  and disturbing story of an ancestor of mine who discovered the grave of a child that had been freshly dug in a field. The child was the daughter of a very disturbed  local woman who had tried to hide the body. This field is not too far away from where I heard the sound of a child sobbing years ago one August night, I shall post the news paper story if I can. This seems to tie in with what I heard.

The only thing more depressing than the thought that bad things happen here a little too often is that its just the same everywhere. It maybe when viewed retrospectively over history, but today and recently in these modern times visitors do seem to be at risk of  accidental death more than Im comfortable with. Now try arguing that one ! It needs vision to link the events and an ability to believe a horrific possibility.

Faith No More - Ashes to Ashes (Official Music Video)

This song is growing on me...

I see this as true both for the world and me personally.

Epiphany

 Why are LBGT groups so aggressive in the spreading of their ideas ?

 Because its the only method they have to procreate their own kind.

Pollen

 Pollen is tingling my nasal passages all the way back to my ears, simulating that horrible feeling i got last year. Eyes are sore, head aches and ears are sensitive to low frequency sound which triggers an uneasy feeling that takes me back to last May. Only a mild version of last years symptoms, but it causing slight palpitations and hints of mild anxiety.

Its a reminder of last May thats all and interesting that I was right about pollen adding to the initial problem. Still its not so bad.

Coincidence ?

 With a little caution I decided to bring up supernatural happenings ive experienced during  my counselling. I was wary of sounding like a lunatic as when these incidents are combined with a mental problem its so easy to link the two..lol. Anyway the man accepted that unexplained things do happen, and he had his own views on the subject but was more interested in how these events were viewed by me, and how this may affect my outlook, which makes sense from his point of view. As his job is a sounding board ( is that even a phrase ? ) that makes sense.

There is always the view in these fields that a person is " looking for meaning in random events " and I mentioned how irritating I found that lol. I further more observed that there were two types of people in these circumstances - those who see meaning in everything, and those who would never admit to anything being " spooky " however extraordinary the happening was.  There are two ends of the spectrum and somewhere in between lies the sweet spot.

As always the truth is unknown. Well, whose truth ?

Why am I here ?

 I'm here because I'm here because ,because I'm here because I'm here

 I'm here because I'm here, because I'm here because L'm here.

To be sung to the tune of Auld Langs Syne

This is good enough for me at the moment !

Can anyone else improve on that ?

Knock yourself out !

Trans Am? Trans Sport? Drag Story Hour (Not do do with Quarter Mile times.)

Seems it is over here too. Now we expose our children to perverts and no one says a word. In fact they love it. I dont think anyone dare say anything.

The evidence we are living in a Simulation is everywhere. All you have t...

Some quick thoughts during breakfast... If the atoms act differently when being looked at, is the key to bending say a spoon with your mind to not think about it bending in some extreme way ? Or rather tune out of the " reality " we all experience hence freeing the spoon of its rigid state ?

Even deeper, am I experiencing objects moving because my mind in an unsettled state is not tuning into the general " reality frequency " and the slippage is showing up in a breakdown of " reality " allowing these objects to jolt ? Does our mental state hold our physical reality soley in a concrete way ?