Why am i being taunted by dreams of my past days hanging around Christian youth groups and Chapels ? The dreams all start off normal, but then i sense the crowd of people attending these meetings suddenly turn nasty on me, and i get a feeling that i am different to them or rather was different to them back in the day and " now " they hold me in contempt. I feel today their grace would not hold up towards me...
   You know what ? That world all decayed to shit. The Chapels are abandoned or as just down the road to me, being converted to another use. But still i dream i am angry and my anger is returned back to me. Its not nice. Its not true. It NEVER happened.

I also dream of taking sacriment and the glass shatters bloodying my mouth. No wonder im so bitter in these dreams....

The Rules of The Illuminati - David Wilcock

So the rules of our down fall must be the same as our salvation ? By free will ? This reminds me of a Crowley quote that " No man shall be at the mercy of anything in this world or heaven unless he wills it to be ! "

23 Skidoo

 

I recently met a man online who posted about the power of three. The first  strike or action taken shows intention, then the second strike opens a way ahead ,and the third manifested the completion. He posted a short beat of just a rapid 1,2, 3 sequence to demonstrate this. I then told him that i had a great respect for the number 23 ,and later on  that night i stumbled upon a band named 23 Skidoo. This song uses an odd rapid triple beat exactly the same as the one used in magick. I find this fascinating...

23 Skidoo - The Gospel Comes To New Guinea (1981)

There is something about this music. Something is trying to form....

Toxic thoughts ?

 

Ive recently unfriended someone on Facebook after their posts just became too much to cope with. There was nothing offencive about them, but the undertones suddenly began to undermine my confidence. Some peoples views become over powering...Have you ever felt ill and only after several months make the sudden leap of realisation that a certain food has been making you feel that way ? Its an instinct. And i had the same feeling when i felt a depression start to return, and i couldnt work out why. Reading some peoples thoughts compounded over a long time can cause us damage. I'd say the word is accumulation. Suddenly i feel a lot better now, and not so much under this persons shadow.

5 Mysterious Cases Of Spontaneous Human Combustion

You know i meant to write about about this years ago, but never got around to it. I think the story even seems to unbelievable to me, even though it happened locally, and was witnessed by someone i know who lives in this valley.
  OK, straight to the point...a man i knew about 5 years ago was found dead and half burned away sat in his chair. The local paper report was only a few small paragraphs, and it was not mentioned that the area surrounding the body showed no signs of fire damage. How do i know this was so ? As i said i know the man who found the body, the man who had his suspicions aroused when he smelt the foul burning smell. I heard the smell lingered for a long while.
  So who was this mans ? He lived alone. He dressed, and had the general appearance of a navy or someone who had lived making their living down a coal mine in the 1930's. That was what was so odd about him, the general layer of grime he always carried on him and his old fashioned clothing he wore. He looked like someone from another age, straight out of a history book.
  I only started to link the " coal miner " appearance to the human combustion this weekend, and that only came about when i saw the new occupant of his house was having a field dug up to install a geo heating system ( she is an eco artist type lol ) So my mind was on energy... Talking of energy, is human combustion a sign of untapped energy geographically ?
  I live in a small valley, but what goes on here is unbelievable...


It seems that all these cases have occurred alongside an appropriate situation that could explain the event at first...I have often found the same when something supernatural happens, it will manifest alongside an example that is explainable. There seems to be a mimicking or twinning of both an unexplainable and an explainable happening.

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23 Universities are to change their acceptance policy from Unconditional ( grades dont matter ) to a Conditional Unconditional policy ( Not a fucking clue what this means ) lol .  23 probably signifies the game is up here for educating people for commercial gain...

House suspended due to WATER LEAK in Parliament

Am i drifting towards....

While washing my boots at an outside tap i swear i heard the water whisper my name. It was in the spluttering of air trapped in the pipes. The call was seductive. As i turned off the tap once the noise stopped, my daughter turned to me and said " Sounds as though there are people upstairs " I didnt make anything of this ,but the timing was worrying alright. After what happened to the water supply stop tap mentioned in my previous post ,i think something  maybe  building  to a climax here.