An Increasingly Moronic Craze !

O.K time for a rant. There is a very silly craze that has started by which you celebrate how old someone would have been had they not died. You add on the years after their death until you reach very silly figures. This suddenly makes many famous people over 150 for example. Why ? Its illogical, creepy, mis-leading and moronic, STOP IT !! It makes no sense to anyone in heaven or earth. Get a life for goodness sake. Yeah, you get the message, idiotic.

Are You The Mockery Of God ?

        



"  Each act of man is the twist and double of an hare.
    Love and death are the greyhounds that course him.
    God bred the hounds and taketh His pleasure in the sport.
    This is the comedy of Pan, that man should think he hunteth , while those hounds hunt him.
    This is the Tradgedy of Man when facing Love and Death he turns to bay. He is no more hare, but boar.
    There are no other comedies or tradgedies.
    Cease then to be the mockery of God; in savagery of Love and Death live thou and die ! "


34  The Book of Lies  -  Aliester Crowley
   

Its true, as the song says, its no fun being stuck  " inbetween" Sometimes we run from uncomfortable experiences, we all have, but the act of running only prolongs our discomfort .Its no long term solution, and it makes us unhappier by the day. No, the wise man will / should go directly to the situation thats terrifying him to the bone and let it do its worst. I expect our imagination gives our fears far too much credit anyway. To run or turn our backs on something we know to be true, however scary is a false escape plan, and you wont get anywhere better believe me ! Nothingand I me nothing makes your life more unhappy than being on a constant " hold mode " reguarding your insecurities. Years can drift away in no mans land. Putting off action brings its own misery, so whats to be gained eh ? Cease to avoid or " twist and double " and then our true path or destiny will be more comfortable. It has to be.

The End Of A Reign

" I felt the bitterness of disappointment ; Dreams that had been my food and pleasant rest for so long a space were now become a hell to me; and the change was so rapid. "  Mary Shelley - Frankenstien


Unfortunately this is true. What we aspire to for years can suddenly become the one thing we cant deal with. " ...the change was so rapid. " has a hollow ring for me. I guess weve all been there.

Slippage ?

Today while visiting friends I saw a man whom I remembered had denied having a certain conversation with me a while ago. It was odd at the time, and I specifically remember him asking me for advice regarding a quite trivial subject. Was he lieing as he denied all recollection of our conversation ? It was after all just a trivial discussion, so maybe he just forgot. Yes, that would be no great surprise. The only trouble was ( and I now wish I hadn't ) I remember telling my wife about that conversation. Surely now I would be vindicated. Oh , dear she cant remember anything about it either. Well that's odd because I remember quite specifically telling her, and getting quite animated in the process.
   They have both "forgotten " then ? Something is very wrong here. I seriously thought today that maybe I have at sometime slipped into another of those alternative realities that are supposed to run in tandem. I feel this little story somehow is evidence that's been left behind and not cleaned up. Its a bit scary really. I feel like ive spotted something very rare. This has never happened before.



Funnily I came across this link today that echoes my suspicions !


/http://www.paranormics.com/holographic-universes-know-your-place-in-it-video/

Millennium - Life of a Comet (Frank Black)

    







This week the comet  " LOVEJOY " will be visible with its green hue in the sky. This is especially alarming after what I wrote about seeing just before Christmas. Remarkable.

A Mental Leap / A Joke of the General at the Expense of the Particular

Today Ive made a crashing discovery. People are making all the mistakes that I used to worry about making. I watch them manifesting one by beautiful one. This is important as I see I have been far too harsh on myself in the past. I am no more of a joke than anyone else is. In fact to quote a section from " 23 GET OUT " ....


" A MAN SHALL RID HIMSELF OF HIS PAST MISTAKES "    It seems I am indeed doing this however undoable this may sound. Fascinating, truly fascinating. I shall be much the better man when this is all finished. 23 is gradually unfurling new learnings for me. It has in fact stopped appearing, well almost.

Odd

The clouds are drifting over the moon tonight like smoke blown at that magical steady pace that projects purpose. The acoustics of my house have changed tonight too, rooms have developed an empty echo such as when you empty a house of your possessions when moving home. I am not imagining this...

Templar

There is something unworldly about this picture. For starters you are a little too close to the action, and this immediately unbalances you. You are so close that the enemy Knight is not entirely in frame. In fact you are dangerously and recklessly close behind him. You are part of the battle scene no less. Add to this the elevation of the hills behind, and the atmosphere becomes even more intense as this furthers our homing in on the combatants. The chalk used to draw this picture adds a dream like feel to it, and captures the irreality and fantasy of this fight scene. I love it. It captures the spirit of combat in a ghost like way. It really doesn't get any better than this.

A Nice Find

 

 

 

 

I was lucky enough to buy this book shelf on ebay for £20

 

I collected it from a local town. Its supposed to have been made in India.

Ive Lost Patience With Myself So....

Im changing. When I was at Glastonbury this Spring I came across an African woman meditating in a " healing garden " which contained an underground spring which fed a well. As she raised her arms outward I felt a very strong presence begin to move through a garden archway. It became so unpleasant I shook my head and had to move a few paces away to keep my sanity. An old man sat on a bench did the same
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   To cut a long story short, I ask why an area with a history of healing contained such an unpleasant entity ? Was I feeling all the bad stuff other had left behind there ? It felt horrible, like a slow swelling of uneasiness. Anyway my physical form has changed somewhat since then. My make up is a touch more evenly proportioned, if you will. My body seems more evenly spread somehow. When I look in the mirror Im proportioned differently. Im becoming something more archetypal or a father more so. Whether this was going to happen anyway, and was symbolised by my desire to visit Glastonbury, I dont know. Maybe Glastonbury has alone caused this

   Its time to put my mental " zig zags contortions " behind me. My aim is to think as a whole with no silly back and forth about things in my life. Subjective will become a dirty word. I shall be sure when I form a view, however esoteric it may be. This will not be a sell out to the conventional, just a sure footed mindness. I shall be thinking more Templar than Lunar this year. Im having a clear out of pictures and ornaments too.


And if something is swamping me I shall pull away before another 5 years is lost.