Arcade Fire - Creature Comfort (Official Video)

Stumbled across this brilliant song....

 Eventually everything we do just becomes the work of a dead man.

Good old internet...

Mostly Peaceful Nottingham Stabby-Man

Seems im not the only one who cackles manically at tragedy. He explains this reason for doing so better than I did. This nut case stabber was black, and I said  it would be so even before any cctv  footage appeared on the news. The police issue a stock arrest photo...wtf ? And of course the arm is white...lol Even a person filming the eventual arrest from a window obscured the mans face from the shot with some scaffolding on the building they were filming from. Now thats precision ! 

Nobody really cares. They hold vigils with candles and then forget.

 Its a sleepy wet warm summer afternoon. Im in a lazy mood. Ive had an all day breakfast at Morrisons and ive then driven home, fell asleep in my car and woken up for steak and chips. 

The British way ?

 It happened before I could even stop myself... Once again someone was waving their arms about at me as I drove past. Often its accompanied by shouting and an indignant angry face. Last time this happened an instinct kicked in so quickly that I stopped my car and reversed back up to the couple who were complaining and gesturing me to slow down

" Now whats the problem " I said to them in a calm voice.

 " You were going a bit fast " They replied.

  To which I answered " I live here and I wont have a visitor telling me how fast I need to drive through the village " 

She replied equally calmly though a little surprised " Oh, alright then "

As I drove off I thought what a civilized exchange it was, and how it could have been so much more unpleasant. 

Whats surprising here is that I had backed up before I had even thought about the situation. I guess I was " triggered " as they say. Anyway I felt better after standing up for myself and not just driving on as usual.

Messing around with my daughter we made an " Avatar " using fb options. I chose to be black man wearing a skirt with green hair and a dog. Actually joking aside that exactly how they want you. Dont you find that strange ?

Slipknot - Duality [OFFICIAL VIDEO] [HD]

This summers song that going to be stuck in my head on and off each day. I often discover bands many years too late, but when the time is right....

King for a day

We really need to give ourselves a pat on the back for getting through these past few years. Despite all the madness we are still here and have survived. We have by now been through many tribulations and are still standing with no serious aliments, yet.

I know there is a place where all fades away and nothing matters. Its a black place right in sight, inside of us and I never want to be caught there again. I was aware of it. I remember looking at the hills and feeling a terrible dread like life was a nightmare. I looked in a deep clear river and thought, yes I could understand now people who commit suicide if they felt like this long term. 

And now Im somewhere else this year and all because of medication. I always despised the idea of being in that position when I earlier looked at others who had traveled that road. Fuck it. Life has been hard and also life has given me so much.